Disenchanted

It was 6:00 am.
I woke up to the sound and smell of Coffee Beans grinding in the kitchen. It smelled delicious. I knew that Mikey was making us both coffee because we live off of caffeine. I layed in bed for a while just enjoying the smell that was trailing throughout the house. Then i remembered, Oh shit....I had to get ready for school. The thought of school almost gave me a panic attack. I felt my face turn red and my whole body shiver like someone had put an ice cube down my shirt. The thought of school made me sick. I literally felt nauseous and dizzy. Mikey and I had just moved in with our grandparents to this small town in New Jersey. We had to leave our old school because I beat the shit out of a few kids who were making Mikey's life a living hell. Poor kid he really doesn't deserve it. Mikey doesn't know it but.. I would do anything for him he's the only person I trust in the entire world besides my late grandmother Elena. I loved her dearly, I could tell her anything but, when she passed something inside me shattered. My whole world went dark. I had never felt so lost and alone. I shut everyone out ... even Mikey, and with that I also became violent and forceful. But ,all I really want is love. I need someone to fix what has been broken inside me. Our parents thought it would be best for us to start over and i promised them I would look out for Mikey.

I stepped into the shower and i just let the steamy hot water run all over my body. It felt soo good especially since it was soo fucking cold in this house. I needed to calm down and not panic so much. I needed to convince myself that everything was going to be alright. During my shower had had time to think. I thought about a lot of things, like how my parents were doing, and how I had a strange dream. I was trying hard to remember it. All I remember is someone crying over my body as I was dying. I couldn't see who it was or where we were but It was definitely a dream that caused me to wake up in the middle of the night. Who was this person? I asked myself. Why did they care so much about me? Soo many questions running through my mind, when suddenly there was a *knock knock* on the door of the bathroom. and Mikey shouted " Gee hurry the fuck up dude, we are going to be late for our first day! I made us breakfast and coffee". I quickly got out of the shower and dried off, put on my clothes, grabbed my stuff and rushed downstairs. I gulped down the steaming hot black coffee and ate very quickly. Once i finished I ran out the door not even waiting for Mikey.

Notes

So this was form Gerard's point of view. I hope you guys enjoy it. Sorry for all of the spelling error and for each chapter being really short. I will try to make them longer. Please leave comments and let me know If you like it or not. The title is from the song Black Coffee by Black Flag.