Love Is Insanity

It had been a week since we visited the recording studios, and since Frank had kissed my cheek. Since then the next few days with him had been uneventful. We didn't bring up the whole situation of 'love', however it was blatingly obvious we were flirting with eachother constantly. I believe Mikey and Ray had to stop us five times because of how competitive we got with it. Some of the things we said even got as far as: 'I love you baby!', but that was obviously just mockery, and a bit of a joke. It still made my insides go all goey though.
In the past week we had all been preparing for a tour. We had called it 'The World Contamination Tour', and had been planning it for quite a while now. There wasn't much to decide with it, apart from the set list and places we'd like to perform. Our manager helped us with that though, and soon the tickets were up online.
Whilst Mikey and Ray were actually having a life, me and Frank would sit around the laptop and watch each ticket sell, one by one. They weren't sold out yet, but still were going quick to my surpise. We had been seeing our social media sites blowing up with the news of our reunion, and about Frank being a new member. A lot of the fans had even mentioned of how good a pair we would be, and even though no action had happened in public for them to see, they already felt it was real. Plus they had a ship name for us...Frerard!
Me and Frank found it funny, and when packing up for the tour, would just remind ourselves of some of the things people had put online about the pairing.
"They haven't seen nothing yet!" Frank would retort, winking back at me whilst we dragged our suitcases to the parked tour bus.
It was giant, and we were full of hyperness as we skipped up onto the bus. It had been five minutes in the bus, and we had already cut open the monster, and recked all the bedding and pillows, from pillow fights. We could be classed as wild animals, or just a bunch of pesky adults.
Right now it was seven in the evening, and we were just calming down from the hype we'd experienced. Outside it was dark, and i was outside behind the tour bus by a small lit fire, sitting on a log by it. Too much to explain had happened in the day with camping, and organizing everything. I expect Frank felt the same too, and was probably still sitting by that god darned laptop watching the tickets sell out.
I rubbed my hands nearer to the fire, letting the hot warmth chill my fingers to the bone. We weren't anywhere particular now, just parked up in a nearby holiday park to get ready to travel tommorow. We had another tour bus with us that had the tech and lighting crew, and also our stand-in drummer Michael Pedicone instead of Bob. I didn't really know what to think of the guy really. Bob had just left on standard terms, however, i fetl even though it had been a while, we should meet up again soon.
I yawned, slightly jetlagged from the flight we had taken. It was boring like all the flights were. I took Xanax to fly, and had to sit next to an old grumpy man who complained about my snoring. We were there soon, or what felt like it, and i was soon bouncing away. We were stopping in Europe first, and i was very excited.
Our first concert was tommorow in London's HMV Apollo arena. I heard it was quite big, and quite the start for our show. Withought supressing to many emotions, i couldn't wait. I couldn't wait to play with Frank, get back on stage, see the fans and be myself again. I knew everyone was looking forward to it, and right now, there was no place i'd rather be.
"Hey, you alright there Gee?" I heard a call and looked up. It was Frank, striding along the wet grass in his huge hoodie to sit next to me.
"I'm as fine as ever. You?" He sat down, and took a marshmallow from the packet by my feet, impaling it with the cocktail stick, and watching it mold into shape in the glow of the fire.
"All good and dandy. I've never played in a big venue, let alone a giant arena. I mean, what if people don't like me?" His eyes were focused on my face now, searching eagerly for answers.
"Frank, your the best guitarist i've ever heard. Don't tell Ray or Mikey i told you so." He laughed, and began to chew on the sticky lump at the end of the stick. "You'll love the crowds trust me, and once your up there, the stage is yours. You go ahead and crowd surf, as long as your back here on queue!"
"Will do!" He chuckled back. I shivered slightly as a gust of wind blew past me in the cold moonlight. I needed to ask him about the kiss, i just needed to. I wanted to resolve everything, and make us sure of what we were. Friends or partners? If i didn't, i'd spend all that time performing and feeling powerless. Him confused, is making me confused.
"Frankie?" I stuttered, and he turned around to focus on me.
"Yeah Gee?"
"What a-are we?" My word were slightly frail, and becoming harder to say. Why was this so hard to admit. I mean, i did it before in front of him, but why now is it that my mouth is empty.
"U-um, i mean...i'm not sure. Whatever you want us to be i guess." He shivered.
"Well if i say it, you'll probably object. Plus, i want you to have a say in what we are..." I looked at him firmly, and pulled at the fabric of his jumper to make sure we stayed in eachothers sight.
"Well...i really like you, and i'm sure you know. I don't know if you were tired the other day, and used me like that just to get out your energy and enthusiasm, but i want the truth." The more he spoke, the more chills would run down my spine. Used him to get out something?
Was he delusional, or was i just hearing things? I poured out my heart to him, and he can't tell my true emotions even now i sit here and put up with him speaking like this.
"I-i j-just c-c-cant l-lie. I l-like you okay? F-for real.." His eyes widened, and i took that in my oppurtunity to kiss him again, and recreate the moment we had a few days ago.
This time the kiss was more full and lustful. He had his hands caressing my back, whilst mine held his neck firmly, and pushed it forward to knock or noses together. My lips rubbed against his, and the flush in my cheeks did all the speaking that there was. Although the gap was already closed between us, i was pressing my chest up against his as far as i could, until i fell forward.
The kissing didn't stop there though, and even though i was now technically pushing him down on the log, we were still kissing furiously. My tongue made its way into his mouth, and fought with his. We were becoming more and more dominant, and whenever he would pull back a bit for air, i would pull on his lip ring. That would make him moan lightly, and pull his hips up to brush my stomach. The more our tongues would brush, the more his hips would buck forward, and soon we were grinding against eachother.
I could feel the need for him straining in my jeans, and i could feel his rock hardness brushing against my inner thigh. We were constantly groaning, and grabbing at eachothers hair, which he knew was a big turn on for me. He grasped at it, and i thrust right forward at him, making him sound out a pleasurably yet unhuman sound.
Soon, i was pushing my sweaty hands up his jumper, and rubbing on his hips, reaching up to stroke the light chisel of abs i felt on his stomach. I made a low growl, feeling him grip at my ass, and pull me down on him again. The friction between us was strong, and when i finally went to pull of his jumper, he pulled back.
"I-i-i c-cant...sorry n-not yet." His speech was hot and heavy, and full of long breaths. I completely understood him though, and knew that it was a bad idea to have sex out here in the first place.
"Ha, i know i-it's fine. I wouldn't want to h-have it out here in the c-cold of the forest!" He laughed back, and slowly pulled me down for a last soft quick kiss, that i melted under before he moved back again to sit up.
"I really like you Gee...s-so i w-was wondering if y-you would be my b-boyfriend?" I moved back a bit, slightly startled, but gleaming with pride all the same.
"Of course i would Frankie!" I squealed, and pulled him in for a hug. We snuggled into eachothers shoulders, and breathed out heavily. The air whipped around us in a hurricane now, and i could feel the chill of frostbite on his tongue as he spoke.
"I can't wait for this tour, and to be with you Gee bear." He pulled back, and smiled lightly, his face twisting up into a cute grin. I internally melted at his face, but gained my composture, and grinned back.
"I love that nickname, and you too...boo!" I let the nickname for him roll of my tongue steadily. Waiting for his anticipated reply after.
"Boo?" His head tilted slightly.
"You like it?" I muttered quietly.
"Of course i do babe!" He hugged me gently, and came back into my view smiling. His eyes were glistening with the slight touch of tears. The wetness was beginning to trail down his cheek, and i soon wiped it away with my sleeve.
"You okay boo?" I muttered, wondering what had happened to make him teary. I shuffled closer to him, and watched him as he smiled suprisingly back at me.
"Yeah." He laughed slightly. "I was just thinking about how my parents wanted me to be a showboy, and now i'm here, playing with my favourite band in front of thousands tommorow."
"Well they say dreams do come true!" I whispered, curling my arm around his waist, and letting his head sink down against mine.
"Yeah, and your one of them." He replied.

Notes

*Hallo there! Thank you for reading *hugs*. I'm going to try my best and right down the exact venues they played at during their tour because i love you guys!
Please comment, because i've been missing them lately, and i love them so much! <3