The Ghost of You

Gerard's POV
I lived in this hotel for about two weeks now. I started to go back to school a week ago cause I had to pass the year. And I started to talk to the mystical force, which I considered as a ghost, that saved me so many times. I called him my guardian and I told him everything. He was my friend and he was there every time I needed him. When I'd told him something he'd write a note to answer. He called me Gee and he drew a heart after my name every time he wrote it. I was so thankful for him and things started to get better. I had not cut in about two weeks and I did not feel nearly as weak and bad as I used to. I was ok.
Even the things in school got better.
It was the second day of school and I had art lesson. It was my favorite. There was a new student this time. My teacher told that he had to change school but didn't mentioned why. He was called Justin and he sat next to me.
He smiled shyly and asked if I could explain to him what he had to drew. I smiled back and did. He was really nice and kind of cute. We talked a while and it was really fun until I asked why he changed school. His eyes got darker and his jaw muscles clenched. “I won't talk about it. Tell me something about you”
It was weird that he reacted like this but I accepted it and told him everything that was not to depressing or weird. So it was just about drawing and music to be honest. We ate lunch together and when I went home later I told my guardian. He did not seem to be enthusiastic but he said he was happy for me.
I started to spend much time with Justin.
He was really nice and handsome and he did not judge me, even when I told him I believe in ghosts.
He said he does too, cause his mobile phone and wallet went missing all the time.
We had much fun together I visit him after school and we played video games and tv. I loved spending time with him and I got butterflies in my tummy every time he looked at me.
I really fell for him.
One day we watched the Hobbit and I lay in his arms when I looked at his face he was already starring and I smiled.
He smiled back and leaned in. I closed my eyes and our lips met.
It was my first kiss and it was quite nice. He was a good kisser and his lips tasted like mint. Our lips moved together perfectly.
When we stopped he smiled from one ear to another, it was could.
“Gerard Way? Would you be my boyfriend?” he asked.
I felt like I needed to puke from all the butterflies in my stomach and I felt myself blushing. “Of course” I whispered. And we started to kiss again.
I was really happy. When I got home I told my guardian everything, I thought he'd be happy for me but he wasn't. All he wrote was: Glad you're happy.
That was the last note I got from him. I was disappointed that he wasn't really happy for me. And I felt like he let me down.
The next weeks we barely talked. It kinda bugged me but I had Justin who made me happy.

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