The Ghost of You

Frank's POV
I left breakfast and a note for Gerard when I left the room, I hoped he didn't wake up before I was back though.
I had to see my parents, I haven't visit them for 2 days. And I had to talk to Austin.
I decided to change into human appearance and get a coffee at Starbucks. I wasn't surprised when I saw Austin in there. He always knew when I needed help and this was our meeting point.
I sat next to him and started to tell him about Gerard. He was quiet the whole time and listened calmly but when I mentioned what I did when the monster tried to rape the boy his eyes widened.
“You did what? You could have killed the man and you could have hurt Gerard.”
“I know.. but I couldn't control my feelings, I couldn't control the power..”
The expression in Austin's face changed from mad to pitiful.
“You really like him, don't you?” He asked. I felt my cheeks heat up and I knew I was blushing a few butterflies filled my guts. God, sometimes I missed being human.
“I do” I answered “We have so much in common and he is the cutest boy I have ever seen. He has such a good heart, Nevertheless, He is so damn insecure and hurt that I want to carry him with me every step I take. Nothing should hurt him, he does not deserve this pain.”
When Austin finally spoke his voice was not louder than a whispering “Nobody does”.
We fell in silents for a long time. I thought about Gerard, the boy who didn't even know that I existed. And the boy I'd still do anything for. I'd murder just to protect him.
After about two hours Austin had to go and I decided to go to my parents. I changed back into normal appearance and left Starbucks.
It was weird but I wasn't even exhausted, Normally when I would have been into human appearance for such a long time I couldn't even think. I felt myself becoming stronger and it was good. The stronger I was the better I could protect Gerard.
I watched my parents for about an hour, told them I was ok and that I kinda liked someone, I told them about Gerard. Well I just talk to myself cause they didn't know I was there and they didn't hear me.
When I came back into the hotel Gerard just took a shower. Half of the food was gone just as the whole coffee.
I tried to figure out whether I should go and watch him taking a shower or not. I mean he'd never know would he?
I sneaked into the bathroom even if it was unnecessary. He stood there naked and washed his hair. He looked like an angel. Just way hotter. God, I felt my pants getting tight . His body was skinny but muscular and perfectly shaped. He had this V-line and it drove me crazy.
I felt kinda guilty that I watched him showering without him knowing but I was a ghost so it would not do any harm.
I decided to leave the rooms cause I felt like my pants were going to explode.
I sat down at the couch and got rid of them. I sat there naked and began to masturbate. Thinking about Gerard's body. I moaned and when I came I called his name.
I opened my eyes and Gerard stood in front of me. He starred.
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.
Did he saw me? I tried not to move until I remembered I was naked. I got dressed as fast as I could.
He was still starring, his face looked exerted, like he tried to remember something.
Then his expression went to normal and he went to his bag. He was just wearing a towel around his hips and looked gorgeous. His wet hair framed his face.
When he turned around I saw his scars. His whole thighs and arms were full of them. Some were already faded but a few were still red.
I felt like I was going to cry. I stood up and hugged him from behind. He turned his head and starred right into my eyes. I starred back knowing he couldn't see me.

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