The Ghost of You

Frank's POV
He was asleep in my arms and I didn't want to let go of him. So I just sat down on the bed with him in my arms, like he was a little baby. He looked so vulnerable and beautiful, there were still tears on his cheeks. I wiped them away and continued singing. A little smile appeared on his beautiful lips and I kissed his forehead.
We lay there like this for about 6 hours, maybe more. When he woke up he looks right into my eyes and started to smile widely.
“Good morning guardian” He whispered with so much love in his voice all I could do was smiling back.
“Good morning baby boy”
“Baby boy?” He frowned “I'm not that small”
“I know but you are that cute” I chuckled and he started to smile again.
We spend the whole day cuddling, holding hands and starring in each other eyes.
“Why did you protected me the whole time?” He asked. His voice was low and kinda sad.
“Because you are special. I felt it the first time you touched me and I feel it right now. You don't deserve pain. You deserve happiness.. I tried to make you happy..”
He blushed and looked at his hands “You make me happy”
I smiled and when he looked back into my eyes he smiled too. It was the most precious sight I could imagine.
This boy was my everything.
He moved and I realized he was still in my arms. I let go of him and when he stood of his face grimaced with pain.
“Oh ouch my ass..” he gasped out.
I lay him down again and searched for some painkillers. Then I got a glass of water.
“Here babe”
He blushed when I said babe but he took the medicine and thanked me.
He was really really really cute.
“What?” He asked insecure when he caught me still starring.
This time I was the one blushing.
“Awwww” he let out when I looked away.
I smiled and asked him to watch something. He decided that it was time for Perks of being a wallflower and I was okey with that. The movie was pretty cute.
I lay down and so did he. His head on my shoulders, his hand holding mine. But I couldn't concentrate on the screen, I was starring at him all the time. He was just so perfect.
He caught me starring again but this time I didn't look away.
The urge to kiss him was just way too strong.
I leaned in and so did he. When our lips met it was like one million butterflies danced in my tummy.
I started to smile and I felt him smiling to.
Our lips moved in a perfect rhythm and I was never that happy before.
His tongue licked over my lower lip and I opened my mouth slightly to let him in.
It was even better than I ever imagined. It was like he was the air and I was drowning. It could last forever.
When we finally broke apart I breathed heavily but when I opened my eyes he wasn't there anymore.
Or better I wasn't. I stood in front of a golden door and I could hear a choir singing. Then I remembered Austin's words: “You will go to heaven or hell if you kissed the person who truly loves you”
And I started to scream.

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