The Ghost of You

Gerard's POV
I was very thankful for my Guardian. He was always here for me and I could tell him everything. It made me sad that he killed himself. He was too perfect to harm himself. He left for a while cause he wanted to visit his family but he promised he'd be back soon.
When he was gone I tried to figure out what I could do. And I decided to write a song. I loved music and even though I was not confident enough to actually perform it I still created my own.

So long to all of my friends
Every one of them met tragic ends
With every passing day
I'd be lying if I didn't say
That I miss them all tonight
And if they only knew what I would say

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day, I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

I finished the chorus and the first verse. Then I heard my phone ringing. I picked it up without looking who called and regretted it instantly.
“Babe?” Justin's voice sounded sad.
“What do you want?” My eyes started to water but I didn't him him to hear that.
“You. I'm so sorry this girl was a huge mistake. I never wanted to hurt you”
“But you have”
“I know but I won't ever again. Please I need you”
“I need you too..” My voice broke after the last word.
“Do you take me back?”
“Yeah I guess..”
“Thank god, why didn't you answered my text earlier? I though you hate me.” He almost sounded mad.
“I never got a text..”
“Oh okey, wanna come over later?”
Yeah, I love you”
“I love you too babe, bye”
Why didn't I got the text? Did he lie? I unlocked my phone and searched for a text from Justin. I found it in the folder with the deleted stuff. Why was it there. I didn't even read it much less deleted it.
The only person who had excess to my phone was my Guardian but why should he delete the text when he knew that Justin made me happy?
Was he jealous? Or didn't he want me to be happy? I became angry. Why would he let me be sad?
When my Guardian came back I screamed at him and cried. I asked him why he did it and he said he just wanted to protect me, he said Justin was a bad person and that he'd hurt me again and again. I could not believe what he just said. Then he wrote something unbelievable.
“Justin is the boy who destroyed my life, please don't go back to him.
He bullied me everyday until I got depressed and killed myself. Please don't go back to him”
He sounded desperate but all I could see was his pathetic try to make me stay. How could he lie like that? Justin would never bully something. He'd never make someone kill himself.
I was extremely mad at my Guardian. I didn't want to be there another minute so I took my stuff and left him.
“You can stop paying for this. I don't need you, fucking liar.” I screamed and slammed the door.

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