It's Not Love If It's Just Fucking

Dee's P.O.V

I watched as the tall grey haired man approached me. He looked nervous. I smile.
"Hey." I say.
He smiles back. "She never told me you were mine." He said as he took my right hand in his." If I'd have known, this would never have happened to you. I would have protected you...."
"You weren't to know, Marcus. ...Dad?" I interrupted.
He smiled. "Dad would be great. More than great."
I look over at Ed. "Is that ok? I won't call him that if you don't...."
Ed walks over to me and puts his hand on our linked ones. "He's your Dad too. You should call him Dad." He smiles widely. "I have a sister. That's awesome. And she's my idol too. My life has just got a hell of a lot better."
I laugh. Then groan as my broken rib has a pain shoot through it. "Don't have to say I'm your idol. I'm happy to be your sister."
Ed shakes his head. "I'm being serious. " He states. "You are amazing. Your brave, smart, caring..."
"Okay, okay. I get it. Your lying to make me feel good. But you don't have to."
Ed shook his head."Would I lie to you?" He looked round at the other people in the room. Everyone is here. Gerard, Frank, Ray, Bob, Mikey, the Stone family, Helena, J.J, M.C, Pete and even Arnie. Everyone was staring at me. "Guys, help me out."
Bob took a step forward. "Your actually my idol too." He said. "Your amazing."
Frank spoke up,"Your funny as hell."
Ray, "Your a wicked dancer."
Mikey, "I don't know you as well as everyone else. But you must be special to turn Gee's head."
Gerard walked around Ed and Marcus...I mean Dad. He run his fingers down my cheek and kissed my lips lightly. "It took me all of two weeks to fall in love with you." He said, straightening up.
"See," Ed said."What's not to idolise when you've stole the hearts of so many people?"
"Okay, okay. I give in. You win." I muttered. Everyone grinned.


TIME LAPSE>>>>>>>>>>



Mid September.


"This fucking cast is pissing me right off." I snapped. I couldn't move properly. I couldn't go to work. I was so bored. It didn't help that every time I closed my eyes, I replayed the moments Gavin told me who my real Dad was.


FLASHBACK>>>>>>>>>>

".....Marcus Fairchild." Gavin said with venom. "I warned her that if he ever found out, or you found out, I'd kill him and you."
I shook my head. "Why?"I asked. "You never gave a shit about me. So why not just let him have me?"
Gavin snorted a laugh."I knew you'd come in handy some day. Then the bitch told me she was leaving and taking you with her. I locked her in the basement. The bitch escaped somehow and fucked off. She gave birth the next day." He snorted again. "When she got out the hospital, she headed for his place. I caught her and dragged her back with you. I locked her in the basement again. The bitch managed to escape again. I warned her that I would kill you both. When I finally found where you were living, I saw you." He grinned. "I hadn't had sex in a while so I decided you'd do."
I shivered at that.
"So next day I cut her car breaks." His grin grew wider."I knew how to cut em so it looked like they'd snapped. Then I waited. I'm on your birth certificate so I knew they'd bring you to me."
"You sick bastard."I said then lurched forward to grab the gun. We struggled, then slipped off the crumbling cliff. I grabbed a branch and Gavin had fell to the rocks below.


End of Flashback>>>>>>>>>>

"Only another week then the cast is off, sweetheart. "Gerard said sweetly as he kissed my head. I pulled away to look at him. He frowned.
"You try being stuck in this fucking thing day in day out." I snapped. I know he was only trying to comfort me. But I couldn't seem to stop. I stood up and glared at him. "It's a fucking nightmare. I can't sleep. I have to have a fucking friend take me to the toilet for fuck sake. I can't even dress myself. I feel like shit."
Gerard looked shocked and upset at my out burst. Shit. Now I feel ten times worse. I sit down on the wooden coffee table and put my head in my hand.
"I'm sorry, baby." He finally spoke. "I wish I could help you."
I looked into his eyes. "No. I'm sorry." I said as the tears began to roll down my cheeks. "I shouldn't be taking it out on you. I love you, Gee. You deserve better than this useless, miserable cow..."
Now Gerard looked pissed off as he cradled my face in his hands. "Don't ever say that about yourself. " He hissed. "You are just bored." His face softened. He placed his lips on mine briefly, then rested his forehead on mine, watching my lips as he spoke. "I love you, Dee. I deserve you and only you. I'm not going anywhere. Your stuck with me."
I smile. "I hope so." I pull my head away from him and look in his eyes. "I'm sorry. I know how frustrating I am."
He frowns. "What do you mean, sweetheart?"
I sigh. "I mean in the...bedroom. I just..."
He laughs and kisses me again. "In the bedroom. "He says. "I don't care about that as much as you getting better. Anyway as I always say, it's not love if it's just fucking. I can wait till your ready." He smiles."Besides, I like our talks. I like having a laugh with you."


TIME LAPSE>>>>>>>>>>

Gerard's P.O.V


Dee had finally fell to sleep on her right side facing out on the sofa. I kissed her on her head and headed for the kitchen. I have plans to make. I take out my phone as I sit on the counter.
I dial Jamia. She answers after the third ring.
Jamia: "Hey, Gerard. What's up?"
Me: "What you doing for Franks birthday?"
Jamia:"I was thinking of throwing a party. Why?"
Me:"Dee's throwing a Black Parade themed party at 'My Romance'. Maybe you should talk to her about combining it with Franks birthday. You should ask him."
She hummed then shouted out to Frank.
Jamia:"He loves the idea."
Me:"Brilliant. Now to contact the Stones."
Jamia:"Your up to something, Way. What is it?"
Me:"Dee's not happy right now. I just want to arrange a surprise for her. And I need you all to help."
Jamia:"What kind of surprise?"
Me:"Stop being nosey. You'll have to wait like everyone else."

Notes

Here is a list of stories I recommend on this site:
Lost and alone- My Chemical Romance Horror Story.
Married In My Mind.
You Can Cry All You Want, I Don't Care.
Under The Willow Tree.
You're only mine!
I love you for you.
All dead now.
Stay out of the light!
If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky! (Frerard).
House wife.
More than human. (Frerard).
xxx