Succeed
Just Fine
Gerard's POV
"Where the fuck is it?!"I shouted, flinging clothes everywhere.
"Where the fuck is what?"Ray asked, not taking his eyes off the screen as he killed zombies.
"My fucking phone. I havent seen it in three fucking days! I need it in case Frank calls. He gets out today,"I grumbled and squashed my cloths back into my suitcase.
"It'll turn up, Gerard. Calm down,"Besides, Frank isn't going to call. He didnt reply to one of your letters and he wouldnt see you when you tried. Face it, he doesnt want anything to do with us,"Mikey said as he walked in.
"But he might have changed his mind by now,"I glared at him and fell down next to Ray. I hated being on tour sometimes. We were in a shitty motel, sharing beds because we had no money and I was stressed to hell. I watched Ray for a minute before I grabbed my notepad and started writing lyrics.
-time lapse-
"I just want my phone to see if he's called,"I sighed.
"Gerard did you check the van?"Bob asked me, looking at me over his pizza.
"No..."I dropped my pizza and set it aside. I ran out of the room in a rush. In a flash I was outside and yanking open the door to the van. I crawled in and started climbing over the seats, hoping to god I would find it.
"Yes!"I shouted and dove into the boot. I snatched it from the floor and eagerly turned it on. As everything slowly came up, I felt my heart sink. Nothing but a message from Mikey telling me to get pepperoni on the pizza. I dropped it next to me and flopped, feeling the depression strengthen.
"Okay. Okay I can get through this without him,"I breathed deeply and pulled myself back through to where the door was,"I'm gonna be fine. I dont need him. If he wont pick up the fucking phone and call me then fine. I can make do without him."
I went back into the room and sat down next to Ray. I grabbed a controller and joined the game. As I started killing zombies, I felt the pressure and stress leave me. I was going to be just fine. ‹ Chapter 11
"Where the fuck is it?!"I shouted, flinging clothes everywhere.
"Where the fuck is what?"Ray asked, not taking his eyes off the screen as he killed zombies.
"My fucking phone. I havent seen it in three fucking days! I need it in case Frank calls. He gets out today,"I grumbled and squashed my cloths back into my suitcase.
"It'll turn up, Gerard. Calm down,"Besides, Frank isn't going to call. He didnt reply to one of your letters and he wouldnt see you when you tried. Face it, he doesnt want anything to do with us,"Mikey said as he walked in.
"But he might have changed his mind by now,"I glared at him and fell down next to Ray. I hated being on tour sometimes. We were in a shitty motel, sharing beds because we had no money and I was stressed to hell. I watched Ray for a minute before I grabbed my notepad and started writing lyrics.
-time lapse-
"I just want my phone to see if he's called,"I sighed.
"Gerard did you check the van?"Bob asked me, looking at me over his pizza.
"No..."I dropped my pizza and set it aside. I ran out of the room in a rush. In a flash I was outside and yanking open the door to the van. I crawled in and started climbing over the seats, hoping to god I would find it.
"Yes!"I shouted and dove into the boot. I snatched it from the floor and eagerly turned it on. As everything slowly came up, I felt my heart sink. Nothing but a message from Mikey telling me to get pepperoni on the pizza. I dropped it next to me and flopped, feeling the depression strengthen.
"Okay. Okay I can get through this without him,"I breathed deeply and pulled myself back through to where the door was,"I'm gonna be fine. I dont need him. If he wont pick up the fucking phone and call me then fine. I can make do without him."
I went back into the room and sat down next to Ray. I grabbed a controller and joined the game. As I started killing zombies, I felt the pressure and stress leave me. I was going to be just fine. ‹ Chapter 11
It#s 5:00 am in the morning I stayed up all night to read this I almost had a heart attack while reading this, I wanted to strangle Gerard and Then Frankie and here I am now Crying like a bitch cause I finished it. THANK YOU for this piece of amazing Story you deserve a really huge Medal loved it loved it loved :')
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