Kill This Venom From My Heart

The next morning I wake up early, Gerard still sleeping deeply beside me and I gently reach out and stroke the hair back off his forehead, leaning down to press a soft kiss to his cheek before dragging myself out of bed and I stumble into the bathroom, taking a shower and when I come back out he's still sleeping, curled up in the middle of the bed. I quickly dress before leaving the room again and grabbing a bottle of pain killers from the bathroom cabinet, along with a glass of water and I take them into the bedroom, leaving them on the bedside table with a note, telling Gerard that I will be back very soon. When I leave the room again I go downstairs and make my way to the door leading to the garage, going in and getting in the car, the keys still in the ignition and I start the car as I hit the button to open the garage door, backing out and making my way to the practice space. Once I get there I move as quick as I can, grabbing the guitar I'll need today and jumping back in the car and on the way home I decide to get takeout pancakes and coffee, knowing Gerard will be hungry when he wakes up. When I get home I let myself inside and I can hear the tv playing softly so I go into the living room, finding Gerard on the couch, his knees pulled up to his chest as he stares at the screen. "Hey babe" I say softly and his head snaps around to look at me. "Oh hey, I woke up and you were gone" he says softly and I cross the room to him, sitting the pancakes and coffee on the table as I sit beside him. "Sorry baby, I had to go grab my guitar for today since I was a little distracted and forgot it last night." Gerard's cheeks go red and I chuckle as I lean in to kiss him and he kisses back before pulling away and I say "Speaking of which, how do you feel this morning?" "A little sore but I took some of the pills you left me." "Sorry baby, I promise it gets better and I'll kiss it better later if you want." At my offer his face goes even redder and I laugh as I slide my arm around his waist, pulling him into my side.

After we eat our breakfast I tell Gerard to take a shower and get ready because we need to leave soon and when he comes out of the bathroom with just a towel slung low around his hips I can't help the soft whine that escapes my throat and I walk over to him, backing him against the wall as my mouth attacks his neck, biting and sucking just below the hickey I made last night and Gerard whines as he bucks his hips forward, his dick slowly hardening and I pull away, sinking to my knees and tugging the towel down, revealing his already half hard dick and I sink my mouth over the head, lapping at his slit before sinking down further and Gerard tangles his hands in my hair before groaning out "Aren't we meant to be...." "Fuck 'em, they can wait" I pull off him to say before sinking down onto his now fully hard length and I start sucking and licking, bobbing up and down his length faster and faster until Gerard's legs shake and he bucks his hips forward, cumming into my mouth and I pull back and swallow it all down before leaning in and gently licking over the head again, cleaning up everything I missed. "Fuck" he groans out before sliding down the wall and I grip his hips, sitting back on my legs and guiding him to straddle my lap, my arms sliding around his waist to hold him to me. "Baby" I say softly and he looks up to lock his gaze with mine. "I love you." The smile Gerard gives me turns my insides to mush and he leans in, his lips barely brushing mine as he says "I love you."

We sit on the floor for a few more minutes just sharing deep passionate kisses before I guide us back up and Gerard pulls away from me to get dressed, wearing tight jeans which make his ass look so good it should be illegal and one of my tshirts and I change into skinny jeans with a rip in the knee and a white button up shirt, leaving it untucked and a skinny black tie. When I turn to leave the room with Gerard he's looking at me like he wants to devour me and I raise an eyebrow at him, a sly smirk on my face and he smirks back and reaches out to wrap his hand around my tie, using it to pull me to him before kissing me again. "We really better get going" I tell him when we pull apart and Gerard nods as I slip my hand in his, leading him down to the car. "So when we get there we need to keep a distance because...." "I know, it's ok" Gerard says, looking a little upset and I frown, feeling upset that things have to be this way. When we get to the record label building we go in and I get my pass, telling them Gerard is with me and they get him a pass too before we go in to find the other guys, Gerard looking nervous and out of place so I slip my hand back into his, squeezing softly and deciding I don't care who knows we're together.

Notes

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