Kill This Venom From My Heart

By the time Bob shows up twenty minutes later Gerard and I are fully dressed again and cuddled up together on the couch, Gerard gently running his fingers through my hair to calm me down as I slump into his side. "I'm sorry" I say again softly but Gerard just shakes his head and says "It's alright, we'll be ok." I nod, snuggling further into his side and Bob lets himself in, coming into the living room and coming over to sit on the couch opposite ours. "So what happened?" He asks and I tell him everything. By the end Bob drops his head down into his hands and says "Fuck Frank, I fucking warned you about this." I sit up further, Gerard's hands leaving me and when I glance over I see him looking down at his lap. "Babe" I say softly as I reach out and grab his hand and he looks up and says "Maybe I should go, I don't want to cause problems." "No, I want you to stay, we'll figure this out." Gerard nods and I drop his hand, sliding my arm around his waist and pulling him against my side. "So what do we do?" Gerard asks and Bob says "Ok, so Jamia knows but does she have any concrete evidence?" "Well....no I guess not" I say and Bob says "Ok so it's her word against yours and she's fucking insane so there's that. Just keep your hands to yourself in public, it's not illegal to date him, just don't let anyone know you're fucking already and you'll be fine." I glance over and Gerard's face is bright red and I chuckle as I say "It's cute how innocent you are." Gerard shakes his head and shoves me playfully and Bob says "Well as much as Id love to stay and watch this all day, are we good now?" "Yeah, thanks Bob" I say and Bob stands, coming over to ruffle my hair as he says "Anytime Frankie."

After Bob leaves I get up and lock the front door before coming back into the living room and I run over and pounce on Gerard, knocking him over to lay back on the couch as I seal my lips to his, pressing my body against his and grinding my hips into his. Gerard groans softly and kisses back, his hips moving with mine until we are full out dry humping on my couch. "Mmm not enough" I groan out as I climb off him, standing up and bending back down, tugging him up with me before throwing him over my shoulder as I run upstairs. By the time we make it to the bedroom my dick is straining painfully against my pants so I drop Gerard on the bed and start undressing myself while he does the same and when we're both fully naked on the bed Gerard leans in and presses his lips to mine before saying "Fuck me this time." I lean back, separating our bodies as I look into his eyes and ask "Are you sure?" Gerard bites his bottom lip softly, the action driving me wild and making my dick throb and he nods, releasing his lip as he says "I think I'm ready." "You think? Babe I need you to be sure, I don't want to force anything on you." Gerard nods, his face dropping a little as he says "I want to but I'm still scared, I'm sorry." "No, no sorries. It's perfectly alright baby" I say softly as I slide back closer to him and wrap my arms around him, pressing a soft kiss to the end of his nose. We settle back against the pillows, sharing soft slow kisses and my hard on eventually softens as we just kiss and cuddle, the moment gone but I'm perfectly content with what we're doing. Our kisses start to slow and when I open my eyes Gerard's are still closed and his breathing is deep and even and I realise he's fallen asleep in my arms. "I love you" I mouth as I stare at his beautiful face, bringing one hand up to gently stroke down his cheek before reaching down and pulling the blanket over our naked bodies and as I wrap my arm around him again I let my own eyes slip closed, falling asleep wishing I had the guts to say it properly.

Notes

So after a long wait I finally came up with this crappy chapter if anyone is still interested in the story.

Did anyone see the video for 37 by reggie and the full effect? Frank never fails to make me smile no matter how crappy I feel