Gerard’s lips crashed hard against Jaydee’s and he forced his tongue inside her mouth. His body grinded against hers. At first Jaydee tried to fight it but eventually she gave in and kissed him back letting her legs wrap around him.

His mouth made its way to her neck biting along the way. Jaydee’s need for him was growing. She raised her hips up to grind against his and the friction between his jeans and her panties sent shock waves through her.

Gerard quickly removed his shirt and jeans, then slid Jaydee’s panties down her thighs. He smirked when he saw wet she already was.

Not wasting anytime on her tank top and bra, he just pulled her to him and thrust deeply inside making her moan.

Jaydee blocked out the rest of the world and just went along for the ride. Her body was consumed with waves of pleasure each time she felt him thrust in.

Gerard felt himself growing closer. He felt Jaydee reach her orgasm and her muscles tighten around him. It was just enough to push him over the edge and reach his climax too.
They both just lay there together for a while listening to the other ones breathing return to normal. Gerard rolled off of Jaydee and pulled his jeans back on. Jaydee felt a slight sadness that he planned to leave now.

But Gerard didn’t go. He stood and stared out the window down at the lights of the speeding traffic. He didn’t understand why this was so hard for him. He couldn’t wrap his head around the mixed emotions he was having and it was starting to scare him.

Gerard ran his finger through his hair and sighed.

Jaydee saw the look on his face and started to get worried. At the moment she didn’t know whether or not to be afraid of him or go comfort him. His moods were so unpredictable.

Taking a chance, Jaydee got up from the bed and walked over to Gerard who was no on the floor with his head buried in his hands.

“Gee. What’s wrong?” she asked kneeling down by him cautiously.

“What’s wrong with me?” He muttered dropping his hands from his face and looking up at her.

Jaydee sighed and sat by him wrapping her arms around his waist. “What do you mean?”

“You know what I mean. There are so many things fucked up about me. I can’t control what goes on in my head or my emotions. I can’t stop myself from hurting the people I love. The worst part is sometimes I hate the people I love because I can’t control what goes on in my head.” A tear slid down Gerard’s face at his realization of his sickness.

“It’s not your fault Gee. You can’t help it. You haven’t been on your meds for 2 years. It’s not your fault you can’t control what goes on in your head.” Jaydee coaxed to calm him down.

Gerard shook his head and leaned his back up against the wall. “ I don’t want you to think I hate you Jaydee. Because I don’t. I love you. I just didn’t think you still loved me. I just wanted my life back. I wanted my family back. I knew that wouldn’t be possible if we stayed in Jersey and when I came to your door that day you looked scared. Like you didn’t want me there. I guess that triggered something and I forced you to come with me. But I can’t let you go back. I can’t lose you again. I won’t lose a lifetime with my daughter.” Gerard said looking deeply into her eyes.

Jaydee knew he was telling the truth. At this moment for the first time in a while he was in his right mind. He was able to think on his own without his anger and Bipolar blocking his vision of the world. She wasn’t sure how long it was gonna last but she knew she should take advantage of it while she could. For the first time in years she was talking to the man she fell in love with.

“Gerard I love you and I don’t want to leave you…” She was about to say ‘but I have to’ but she stopped herself. She didn’t want to ruin the moment.

Gerard smiled slightly and hugged her tightly.

“I love you Jaydee. Please don’t forget that.”

Mikey started to get scared when he didn’t hear back from Jaydee like he was supposed to.

He started to think that maybe Gerard caught her with the phone and hurt her. Just at the thoughts his body started to ach.

“What are we gonna do? How do we know where to go now if she hasn’t told us where she is? We’re fucked!” Frank screamed kicking a wall in anger.

“Dude calm down. She said she was to days from California right?” Ray asked trying to ease the situation.

“What are you getting at Toro?” Mikey said looking up from a picture of Jaydee and Peyton he had on his phone.

“Well if we wait 2 days then leave for LA we can try to track her down out there. We can find credit card information again. It shouldn’t be that hard right?” Ray smiled feeling a new found hope in the room.

“I guess you’re right.” Frank smiled slightly.

Bob smiled and stood from his seat, “Well boys looks like we’re going to California.”