(A/N-Okay, I feel the need to say this again; This is my first Frerard I've ever written. So it will most likely not be that great..)



*Gerard's POV*
Frankie, is the only one I would ever want. No one else can take his place. I love Frank.

"I love Frank. I love Frank. I love Frankie. I love you, Frankie." I kept mumbling at myself over and over, until it didn't make sense anymore. I was also practicing for later.... I never told a boy that I love them. I never did, never thought I'd be gay.

But I'm proud of myself, at least I have the guts to do this.

Well, hopefully I have the guts to do this, to even say this to Frankie.

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"Frank.. It's me... It's, uh.. Me Gerard..." I knocked on his front door again. A women, Frank's mom to be exact opened the door.

"Oh, hello there! You're Gerard, right? Frank talks about you! All the time, at dinner, everyday." Wow, Linda is more cheery than I thought.

Oh, I forgot go mention. This is the first time I've ever met Frank's mom. "Yeah, I'm Gerard... And um, is Frank here?" She made an 'Mhm' sound and told me to follow her.

"He's in his room, he is always in his room. Don't bother knocking, he has his music too loud to hear the noise." I replied, "Okay Mam. Thank you." I used my manners, like I was trained to do.

"Oh sweetie, call me Linda. No need to be formal around this house!" She went back to whatever she had been doing before I knocked on his door.

I knocked again, but this time on Frankie's door. I've been knocking my hand, a lot today! I muttered, "Oh yeah, just go on in Gerard. Fuck you too." I hoped Linda didn't mind cursing or swearing...

I opened Frankie's door to reveal him laying on his bed, reading a batman comic. Good comic taste you have there Frankie!

I laughed, making Frank jump up and swear. "What the fuck? Why did you not knock?!? That is what doors are made for you little shit." Um, I laughed again, but more nervous this time.

"Uh, you look like the littler person in this room. So maybe I'd be the bigger shit? And you'd be the little shit?" Frankie grinned at my comment.

"Do you know what you just said Gee?"

"Nope, I sure don't.. Now can I please come sit on your bed with you?" I asked Frank. "I'm tired of walking, you know I walked... Like three blocks to get here." Frank giggled at my laziness. "It's true Frankie!"

"Well, are you coming or what? Because I've been fucking waiting days to see you." I just realized I had a smile on my face, until it faded away.

"Yeah, I'm coming Frankie." He told me to not call him Frankie anymore. "But why? You get to call me Gee!" I whined.

"Because Frankie sounds child-ish!"

"Well what do you think Gee sounds like? Even more child-ish!" We were arguing about our nicknames, hahaha. Arguing about our nicknames and sitting down next to each other on his bed, in his bedroom.

"Soo.." Frank said, trying to get me to talk. Or just getting a conversation started.

"Soo." I spoke, mimicking Frank's tone of voice.

"Stop that, like, right now Gee."

"Okay Frankie." Frankie moved closer to me, barely touching each other. I looked into his eyes. He looked into mine, just staring into each others' eyes. Orbs, you could call them. Memorizing little, tiny, so tiny orbs.

He he asked me a question. "Gee?" I replied with a simple, "Yes Frankie?" Man, this is the best moment I've ever had with Frankie. And I am loving it.

"Do you mind..." He took in a breath of air and started again.. Frankie looks so nervous right now... "Do you mind, if I.. Um, sit on your lap?" He quickly finished his sentence.


"No, I wouldn't mind.... Actually, I'd like that Frankie." Frankie moved towards me, not much considering he was practically touching me earlier. He sat on my lap, facing me. He put his head on my right shoulder, letting his body get more comfortable by the second. In a matter of seconds, his crotch was so close to mine. Closer than I would have liked it to be.

I felt my crotch starting to get hard, in the past... To be honest, I had wet dreams about Frankie. Wondering and dreaming what it would be like for him to ride my dick. Moaning my name, I even wondered if he was a dominant type during sex.

I got harder and harder, my dick wanted attention badly now. Frankie felt my crotch getting bigger. "Need some help Gee?" He purred my name, making me want him to give me a blow job, so so badly.

"I, uh. No, no.. Yes!! I mean, yes.. I uh, just-" Fuck, I am so nervous.. I never got a blow job from someone else before, not a girl, nor a guy.

Frankie interrupted me, "I know what you mean Gee, and I have no experience. So, it'll be new for both of us. Okay?" I nodded my head eagerly.

"Okay, but first. Can, can I tell you something?" I paused for a brief moment, not wanting my dick to become softer. "Frankie. Frankie, I love you. So much, will you please be my boyfriend? Have the honor to be my first boyfriend?"

He nodded his head quickly, "Yes Gee! I will!" He squealed.
"Now, let's get that 'problem' of yours sorted out.. Hmm?"

Notes

A cliff hanger?!???!? Nooo!!
After all of this 17 day wait? And what a good part, huh?
I think this might be long enough, for now. I want to practice writing Frank giving Gerard a blow job...
I never wrote smut before, so I shall try it. And Frank giving Gerard a blow job... So, it might-No, it will suck!!!
Oh and this is typed on my iPod, so it might be short. Hopefully I made it longer than the last chapter though.

Anyways, I hope you all are having a good night/day. It's raining where live. :D And I'll hopefully have another chapter up by tomorrow. I gotta practice writing now, any helping ideas to make writing blow jobs better? Tips to keep in mind while writing it??

Also, I have a question!!!! *Is blow jobs considered smut??*

I'm 14, so I really do not know. Thank you to anyone who answers. And this is really long, so bye for now!
~FireBreathing Killjoy <3 ;)