Please Gerard

I groggily woke up to the sound of a sleeping Gerard, I couldn't help but give a little smile. He was laying on his back his head facing the wall; the blanket was pulled down a little revealing his chest. I watched for a moment as it peacefully rose up and down. I looked at the clock 2:45 AM. Fuck, I wish I didn't go to sleep so early but I was so tired from yesterdays events. Not wanting to wake Gee up I slowly shuffled on my sweatpants and headed to the restroom where I checked my bruise. It was healing quite nicely, there was still dark partial bruising where the teen had punched it more than once. I quietly headed into the living room, when my stomach started growling; We hadn't had dinner yet, well early breakfast.

I walked over to the kitchen and looked in the pantry, Pancakes sounds really good right now. I was pouring the batter when I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist. Making me jump it smeared my almost circular pancakes. "Hey hon" He said resting his head on my shoulder. "Why didn't you wake me up?" "I thought you could use the sleep, Did you want some pancakes?"..."I think you could use the sleep more than me, and sure why not" He kept his head on my shoulder. "You know I can't make some with you head right there"He smiled "Sure you can" I then wiped my finger in the left over batter and smeared it on Gee's nose. He gasped and pulled his head back, Using the one hand to wipe off the batter he used the other and smacked my ass. "You'll pay for that" He said in a cunning voice. I just grinned at him and turned back to the food. "I'll be in the living room" he said walking away. "Okay, They'll be done in a bit" I called back.

The pancakes were now done and I smothered them with butter and syrup, placing the food on the table I called to the living room "Foods ready!" I then hear the T.V quickly turn off and jogs to the kitchen till I see a happy Gerard come around the corner. "Well someones hungry?" i said laughing "Only for your food" he replied sitting down. I sat across from him while he shoved a bite into his mouth "Oh wow Frank, These are awesome!" I couldn't help but giggle as he was talking with his mouth stuffed. "Glad you like them" and proceeded to eat mine. While Gerard was in the middle of his second pancake he put his fork down and looked serious.

"Is it okay to talk about earlier now?" He asked looking into my eyes. "I don't see why, I pretty sure Mikey told you everything" I replied shoving another bite in my mouth. "I want to hear it from your view, what was going through your mind" I gave a sigh then put my fork down realizing that I had no more food. "My mind? Well first I was pretty pissed that your ex came in and kissed me, Then I got nervous asking why he kissed me saying that it was to make you jealous. Lastly just upset of the whole situation, wishing it never happened." "I know I wish it never happened either" I interrupted him "The reason is it was all -" Then he interrupted me back "Don't even say it. It was not your fault, Stop saying everything's your fault because it's not.

I sighed again knowing he was right. I mean I did believe a part of it was my blame, but no one knew it was going to be Mark...and no one knew those teens were going to attack us. "Okay" was all I said. Gerard stood up and collected the plates and put them in the sink. Walking back he stood in front of me, he reached his hand out and I grabbed it. quickly pulling me up he wrapped his arms around my waist " I will always love you Frank, don't let anyone tell you different" I nodded " I love you" I said pulling him in for a kiss. " I love you more" He said, I just smiled. i love him so much and never want to lose him. he made my life so much better. I was just a guy working in a coffee shop who had zero friends. Now he is here.
My Gerard.

Notes

Okay my computer is acting up. I know this is a short chapter :P
I thought I should ask you guys a question because I love seeing comments

What two songs make you cry?, I know there is a lot but mine are:
1: The Light Behind Your Eyes- My Chemical Romance
2: Crash-Sum 41