•MIK(E)Y'S P(O)V• Gerard realized that I was awake and panicked (! At the Disco) "Oh my shit Mikey, I-uh sorry, er-don't be mad at me!" He babbled. I took his hands in mine. "Don't worry! Someone had to make a move!" I giggled as Gerard raised his eyebrow in the 'what the fuck do you mean' way. "I mean that we both knew that we loved each other more than brothers, so somebody had to make a move," I answered. Gerard looked at our hands and said, "well you kind of made the first move." Hold up, did he hear me having a dirty dream about us?! My cheeks burned and I'm probably a tomato right now. "Did you hear me?" I whispered. He responded with a giggle which I thinked meaned a yes. I took my hands from him, shoved it into my face, and turned around with my head burried into my pillow. "Hey baby, don't hide your face, you're adorable!" He laughed, "but the good thing is, I get to see your ass," I can picture Gerard smirking as he slapped my butt and I jumped a bit. He laughed even more. I am fucking redder than blood by now. "Hey I forgot, we have school tomorrow," Gerard pointed out. I groaned into the pillow. "I dunt banna, I jst wamma sty heer wit eu," which translated into, "I don't wanna, i just wanna stay here with you," I complained, "an plush u r a yeer abobe me," and that means, "and plus you are a year above me." He giggled, stop the fucking giggling, and slapped my ass again. This time I didn't move. "Well I'll go microwave your coffee, it's already cold," I looked up as the word 'coffee' came out of his mouth, "I'll be back," Gerard kissed my lips, which makes the butterflies in my stomach turn into elephants, and picked the coffee mug up from the table and went out my bedroom. Then, a sentence appeared in my mind, one that I never want to hear, You're brothers.

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•—NEXT DAY—•GERA(R)D'S P(O)V• I wake up next to Mikey, wrapped in my arms, and his head on my chest. My face was burried in his light brown hair and I noticed how dangerously close his hands were to my man banana. (wtf) No Gerard! Don't think dirty! A voice boomed in my head. I quickly obliged and tried to move his arms off me. After that, I carefully got out of bed and stepped into the bathroom. I was meeted by a creature in the mirror, mentally thinking it wasn't me. But it was. I looked horrific, disgusting, fat, almost every negative thing you can think of. My hair was obviously dyed and wasn't washed in weeks, the smudged eyeliner on me was not attractive with my hazel eyes, I'm just not okay. (I promise.) The Smashing Pumpkins shirt I was wearing was a size large but I looked big in it. My thighs looked swollen in my jeans, and they weren't even skinny! I looked aroung the bathroom, eyeing the sharp razors glistening in the bathroom lights. No. I will never do that again. I promised Mikey. My arms burned for the pain, and so did the rest of my body. I heard noises in Mikey's bedroom, thinking that he was awake. I searched the cabinets, looking for dry shampoo because there's no time for a shower (or I'm just too lazy.) Once I found it, I sprayed it all over my hair that could cook eggs on it. I rubbed the (my)chemicals(romance) in my scalp and brushed my teeth. Washing my face would be a waste of time, so I put another layer of eyeliner on top of the smudges. I went back to the bedroom and saw that Mikey was awake and sitting on the bed with his legs crossed. He rubbed his eyes and looked around the bed for his glasses that fell off during sleeping. "Mornin' Mikes," I greeted him with a kiss on the forehead. "Hey," Mikey replied, kissing my lips as he did. He smiled at me and I smiled back. Mikey held out his arms, wanting a hug. I accepted the hug, wrapping my arms around his skinny torso and his around my neck. We were in that postition for a couple a mintues until Mikey said that he needed to use the bathroom. I kissed him again on the lips, trying to make it last longer. He pulled back, eyes still closed, pecked my cheek, and ran off to the bathroom. I smiled to myself, thinking how I got this adorable little beast. I changed into my Misfits shirt that I surprisingly found in Mikey's room and went back downstairs to my room to get some jeans. All I got were clean denim jeans and ripped up black skinnies and who knows if they're clean. I decided with the black, forcing them up my legs. I went upstairs making four cups of coffee, two for each of us. On the table I found a note that says, Gee and Mikes, We won't be back 'til 4 am so you both have the house all for yourselves. Remember, no parties or girls or friends. Make good choices. —Mom and Dad I chucked the note in the rubbish bin. They're never home, so they don't know how many times we broke those rules, except for the girls part. Mikey came in the kitchen, wearing the same thing as me except he was wearing a Green Day hoodie and a beanie. I gave him the two cups of coffee as I finished my first cup. "Thanks," he said, kissing my cheek again. "No probs," I replied, downing my second cup. When we finished, we hopped in my car and sped off to the school.

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I parked the car in a surprisingly full parking lot and looked at Mikey. Our eyes met and we just kept on looking into our eyes, in a comfortable silence. That is, until I spoke up.

"What are we?" I questioned. Mikey just took his hands into mine, looked at them and blushed.

"I dunno, whatever you want it to be," he replied in a small voice.

"Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked suddenly and hastily after his reply, feeling my cheeks heat up.

"I - of, of course!" Mikey's face lit up, eyes filled with joy and happiness. His smile was so convincing. I smiled back, but not as cute as his. He suddenly hugged me tight, wrapping his arms around my neck. I, on the other hand, hesitated for a bit, before my arms were wrapped aroung his torso.

"Lets get out of the car, I don't wanna miss school," I said, still smiling.

"Okay!" He said cheerfully. Mikey gave me a peck on the lips and hopped out of the car. I followed, looking the door in process, and started to look for our group of friends.

"Yo Way's!" I heard a voice behind us, immediatly knowing it was Frank the midget. We turned around, being meeted with Frank, Pete, Patrick, Bob, Andy, and Joe.

"Hey guys!" I greeted them, while Mikey just simply waved. We headed our way towards them and started talking about random shit. Me, Pete, and Frank started talking about music and debating if Green Day or blink-182 is better. I eavesdropped in what Mikey was saying to Patrick and Bob, and it sounded like he was teasing them about their relasionship because they've been acting weird around each other.

The bell rang, almost making our eardrums bleed, and headed to our first class. I had math with Bob, Pete, and Andy while Mikey and Frank had Science and Joe and Pete had English. We siad our goodbyes, me kissing Mikey on the forehead, telling him that I'll see him at lunch and walked away with Bob, Pete, and Andy.

A part of me wanted to smash my lips onto Mikey's, but another told me to leave him be.

I really miss him now.

Notes

hihi soz
that i didnt update
that much
family problems

unedited

•—mky—•