Mixed drinks

"So, You okay?" Gerard breaks the silence
I take a long drag from my cigarette before i answer.

"Now i am hah" I laugh nervously

Gerard's eyes are filled with concern as he walks closer to me, trailing his pointer finger along the bruising of my jaw.

"That looks pretty bad Frank" Gerard states

"Wow really?" I roll my eyes

"Pft come on Frank, i care for you" He tilts my head to look into my eyes.

"I know" I let out a giggle

We stare into eachothers eyes for a while, not saying a word. It's not that awkward actually, it's nice. But let me tell whats not nice. The fact that my cigarette is now burning my fingers.

I hiss out in pain at the burning sensation. Gerard on the hand looks at my fingers holding the cigarette sighing.
"Drop it, its gonna leave a scar" Gerard sighs.
I drop the cancer stick still whining about the burned skin.
"Aweh honey," he says sadly taking my hand that bothering me.

He brings my hand up to his lips and places his mouth over it, kissing it. I blush, hard.
"Gerard" I say in a hushed tone.
He looks at me still kissing the flesh.
"Remember this morning like-" I begin

"Oh right you refused to give me back my jacket" he says

"And y-you uhm, walked really close to me and-"

"You mean like this?" Gerard says inching towards me until theres very little space between us.

I nodded shyly, Gerard grabbed the back of my neck.
"And like this?" He whispers into my ear.

I hold in my breath from the nerves.
"Shh baby" Gerard laughs tilting his head to the side grazing my lips just like in the elevtor.

"Oh my god" I exhale

Gerard moves forward closing the gap between us, i gasp a little causing gerard to smile against my lips.

I make no hesitation to return the kiss though, i press hard against his lips. He groans a little and our lips begin to move, slowly. As expected.
Its not until Gerard backs me up to the side of the building holding me there, back against the cold brick wall.
Not that im complaining but nothing really happened after that. No roughness or moving against each other which is good i guess considering its our first kiss. Maybe he got nervous so he just stopped? Who knows.

My hands trail up his sides and around his neck, hinting to keep going.
Gerard hums and presses closer to me. So our fronts are touching.
We're literally standing close with our lips connected but we're not moving whatsoever.

I break the kiss and Gerard is left smiling.
"I like how that turned out, I hope i didnt make you too uncomfortable" He smilesstill holding me in place.
I laugh a little, resting my head in the creak of his neck.

"It was perfect" I whisper

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