If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky! (Frerard)

“Wow who painted that? Hang on is that you and a guy kissing?” Molly asks as she sits on the couch. I hand her the food she ordered for herself and nodded. “Yeah that’s me. My friend painted it.” She smiled at me and told me how beautiful it was. I agreed of course. “So what movie do you want to watch then?” I ask and point to the stack of DVD’s laying on the floor in front of the TV. Molly gets up and heads towards them sitting down cross legged while looking through them. The sound of the key makes me turn my attention away from Molly and head towards the door. I stop dead in my tracks when I see Meygan standing there.

“Meygan?” I say barely getting the name out.
“Hello Frank. I’m just getting the rest of my stuff and I will be out of here.” She replies and makes her way towards the stairs. She stops at the living room door when she notices Molly. Molly doesn’t even notice anyone and carries on searching for a movie. Meygan turns around to look at me again.

“Who’s she?”

“A friend. I helped her out at college today.” I say with a smile.
Meygan just nods and makes herway upstairs.

“Frank? I found one.” Molly says and I make my way back in the living room. She’d picked corpse bride. I smiled “This film is brilliant.”I say and she nods. I put in the DVD and start the movie.

“FRANK GET YOUR ARSE HERE NOW!” Meygan shouts from upstairs. I apologise to Molly as I make my way upstairs leaving her to watch the movie and eat alone. “What now?” I ask and Meygan just stares into the bathroom connected to my bedroom. I walk over to see the bath filled with water and Gerard laying in there naked and unconscious.

“Shit.”I say and make my way over to him. Something hits my foot and I look down to find a couple of empty bottles of Whiskey.“Oh Gerard you stupid twat.” I say and put my hand in the water. “Shit!” I scream and pull my hand out of the water quickly. “This water is fucking scolding hot.” I say and brace myself to put my hand back in and pull the plug. A hand on my shoulder stops me. “Grab Gerard’s arm and pull him out. I will deal with the water and cleaning up the mess.” Meygan says. I was about to argue when Meygan’s eyes go wide and I follow her gaze to Gerard’s body. The water has started burning his skin so badly he began to bleed. I quickly stood up and grabbed his arms ignoring how dizzy I felt, I managed to pull him out and I wrapped my arms around him and we fell to the floor. Meygan threw a towel at me to wrap around Gerard and she put her hand into the water and pulled the plug. Damn her pain meter was off the hook. She didn’t even wince.

“I’m done cleaning in there now. Is he okay?” Meygan asks me. “Yeah he’s breathing. He just need rest. Brilliant job bandaging him up. How did you learn to do that?” She sighed before replying “My brothers always used to get hurt and my auntie was a nurse. So she showed me the ropes in case I needed to help them when she wasn’t around.” I nod and she grabs her bags and makes her way downstairs and out the door.
20 minutes later my phone rings and I grab it not even looking at the caller ID.

“Hello?”

“Frank hey it’s me Molly. Look I’ve gone home. I asked my brother to pick me up. Meygan told me that your friend was hurt and you needed to look after him. So I figured I’d go. Sorry to just leave.”

“You didn’t have to leave Molly. I was going to come back downstairs, But seems you’re already gone you will have to meet me tomorrow so we can go see a movie at the cinema instead.” She chuckled and agreed. We said goodbye and I hung up.

I looked at Gerard’s scolded body and tried to think of reasons he’d do this to himself. Maybe it was because of me? My eyes started to feel really heavy I couldn’t stay awake much longer, so I let myself drift off.

When I wake Gerard’s not in the bed next to me. I shoot up and panic and search the bathroom. Nope. I search the upper level of the house and he’s nowhere. I make my way downstairs and the TV’s playing. I make my way in there and Gerard’s sat on the couch watching some lame cartoon type thing. I walked over to him and I let out a frustrated growl. His head snaps round to look at me and his eyes widen. I snatch the bottle from his hand and throw it across the room and it smashes against the wall. “What the hell is wrong with you? You have ago at me for drinking then look at you. You tried to kill yourself up there. What the actual fuck Gee?” I shout. He laughs.

“Like you even fucking care.” He snaps at me. “What’s that supposed to mean? Of course I fucking care.” He shakes his head violently from side to side then finally looks at me with tears in his eyes. “Oh really Frank? The explain this!” He shouts and grabs his phone to bring up messages from Andy.

‘Told you he didn’t love you. Look at this he’s kissing an extremely attractive girl.’ Andy xoxo
Surely enough he’d sent Gerard a photo of me kissing a girl with red hair. You couldn’t see the face though. I laughed.

“What’s so fucking funny Frank? You think fucking around with my feelings is funny?” I shake my head before replying to him. “Gee that’s Meygan. She had red hair a few years ago before she moved here so you guys could meet her. I can prove it if you want?” He nods so I pull out my laptop from underneath the coffee table and start it up. A minute later I’m logged onto my Facebook and I type in Meygan’s name. I click on her profile and go through her profile pictures. Gerard watches closely and I stop on the photo Andy sent him. I watch his face carefully and see he’s reading the comments.

‘Wow you two are so freaking cute together.’ –Ray
‘Bagged yourself a right en there frank’ – Scotty
‘Thanks Ray, Scotty I’m guessing that was a compliment on my behalf so thanks.’ – Meygan
‘Thanks Frosarous! Scott please refrain from saying bagged. She isn’t a grocery item. XD’ – Frank.
‘Aw thanks Frank. Love you. <3 xxxx’ – Meygan
‘No problem sweetie. Love you too. <3 xxxx’ – Frank.

Gerard starts to cry and I shut the laptop and place it on the table before grabbing him gently into a hug.“Gee baby, What’s wrong?” I ask and he starts to shake and cry harder.I give him time to calm down before asking him again. He pulls away and looks at me. “I’m sorry Frankie. I’m sorry I doubted you. I’m a fuck up. Always have been. Now I’ve fucked up the only good thing in my life right now.” He starts to cry harder again. I pull him into a hug and say “You are NOT a fuck up. You have every right to doubt me and I’m kind of flattered that you got jealous. You should never hurt yourself or try to kill yourself for anyone. Look at me.” He pulls away and looks at me and I continue. “You’re thee most beautiful human being I’ve ever seen in my life. You have not fucked us up. I will not let you go that easily. I fucking love you Gee. I’m not going to throw this away when I’ve been lying to myself about not having feelings for you for so many years. Just because you made a mistake doesn’t mean we cannot get passed this. Okay?” He smiles and nods before leaning in, He stops though as if he’s unsure. I roll my eyes and close the gap as I press my lips to his. The kiss was warm and sweet and of course wet and salty. When we pull away I start the movie again and pull him close to me. We spend the rest of the night cuddled up on the sofa watching movies until we get tired.

Gerard cuddle extra close to me that night like if he didn’t cuddle me that close I would disappear. I didn’t mind it though. I loved his body being pressed against mine. He started to snore softly and I ran my hand soothing through his hair. I not long after him joined him in dream world.

Notes

Hey guys,
Aw Frank was so lovely in this chapter.
Andy's still going to be a major problem in this relationship.
Think they can handle it?
Hope you enjoyed it.
Tatz. x