If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky! (Frerard)

Once I finally awoke I wasn’t in the hospital like I thought I would be. I was actually at home in bed but hooked up loads of machines. “Ah Mr Iero, you’re awake.” I try to locate the source and my eyes finally stumble across a tall guy in a white robe. No Gerard, Mikey or Ray. “Where’s Gerard?” I say and it was surprisingly easy. “They left to move Gerard’s stuff out of the house.” My breathing picked up and heart rate speed. He was leaving me. He lied to me. “Look Mr. Iero-“ “Frank” He nodded. “Frank, I am completely dumbfounded by what happened to you. There is no medical explanation to why it happened. It makes no sense.” No mate you make no sense. Do you think if I punch him anyone would care? What if I killed him. “Look can I go now? Seems I’m fine? Wait I am fine right?” He looked at his charts then back to me.”Yes you are fine.100% in fact. Which is why I’m asking you to stay for research purposes.”I sighed. “Look I would help right now but I have an ex to punch. Can I come back?” He gave me a confused look. “Why would you need to do that? Mr Way said he was your fiancée?” He looked worried. “I told him personal information about you as my patient I can only do to partners and family.” I shook my head. “You told me he was moving stuff out of the house. He’s leaving me.” “Oh no Mr I- Frank. He’s moving it out of his mothers to here. It was supposed to be a surprise but I couldn’t think of a good enough excuse to tell you instead. I’m sorry for making it come off the wrong way. Every time he comes back here he’d come up to see you.” I smile a bit. “Okay then doc let’s get the research started.” He nodded and grabbed a needle. “You’re going to want to be asleep for this.” I nodded this time and once the liquid was inside of me I fell to sleep immediately.

I was awoken by arms wrapped around me. I turned to find Gerard mumbling something and pulling me close in his sleep. All the doctor’s equipment was gone. I had patches of dried blood on my arms and some plasters here and there. I slipped out of Gerard’s grip and headed to the bathroom. “Frankie?” I heard Gerard mumble but went ahead and locked the door behind me. I turned on the shower and stripped while the water was turning hot. Once hot enough I hopped in and started to wash myself. As I started to remove the plasters I saw the marks the doctor had made on my skin. Why so many needles pocked into my arms. I sighed and shook my head before removing the rest. I showered until all the blood was gone. Once I got out I looked around for the pink fluffy towel, Gerard bought me as a joke, to dry myself off. Once I dried myself I realised I’d left my clean clothes in the bedroom where he was. Shit. I wrapped the towel around my waist and entered the bedroom.

Gerard’s eyes were as expected fixed on the towel around my waist. I headed towards the dresser and grabbed some of my clothes. Once I’d got them I went back to the bathroom to get changed. After pulling on my shoes lastly I left the bathroom to find the bedroom empty. I heard mugs clattering from downstairs and followed the sound to the kitchen. Upon entering I heard Gerard mumbling the word shit over and over again as he tried to steady his hand in order to make his coffee. I left him to it and turned on the TV in the living room. There was nothing on that interested me but I left it on staring blankly at it. I heard Gerard enter the room but didn’t shift my gaze from the boring so called educational show playing on my TV. I heard him sniffle and leave, his footsteps on the stairs and the smell of his coffee and cigarettes cologne lingering in the room. I felt bad immediately for not even glancing at him. We needed to talk and I was being harsh. I sighed and got up before climbing the stairs. Once I got outside out room I heard him talking to someone on the phone I’m guessing. I listened in.

“I don’t know what I’ve done. He won’t talk to me. Won’t even look at me. Mikey what if I lose him? What if he doesn’t want me no more? Do you think he found someone else?” He really started to cry while listening to Mikey. “Yeah I guess you’re right. I-i will pack a bag and come round. Thanks Mikes.” Woah wait a bag? Nope, not happening. “Love you too. Bye.” Once he hung up I opened the door and shut it behind me. Gerard’s eyes were on me, They were red and puffy and he had tear stains on his cheeks. He made no effort to remove them either. I went to talk but he beat me to it. “Frankie? Wh-what have I-I done? Do you wa-want me to le-leave? I will if that’s what you want.” “I don’t want you to leave. I just- We need to talk about yesterday.” He nodded. “I’m sorry I didn’t think. I was just scared that you didn’t want me anymore. I don’t want lose you.” He started to cry again and that’s when I decided to do something I’d wanted to do for a while now. “Look let’s just leave it okay? I’m going to call Mikey now. Just get dressed and I will see you downstairs okay?” He stood up and nodded. He headed to the dresser and grabbed his clothes. On his way to the bedroom as he passed me I grabbed his arm and pulled him into a kiss. Once I pulled away I looked him in the eyes and said “I love you.” He smiled and returned the I love you.

I waited till I got in the living room before ringing Mikey up.

M: Hey Frank. What’s going on between you and Gee?
F: We’re good now. In fact, remember what we spoke about a few weeks ago?
M: ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?
F: Never been more serious in my whole life.
M: Meet me and Ray tonight for a meal then, Oh and Make sure Gerard’s dressed up nicely by then.
F: *chuckles* Sure. Bye Mikey and thanks.
M: No problem bye.
Tonight was going to go either really good or really bad.

Notes

So I asked my friend to write me the chapter but then I decided to write it myself.
So enjoy.
Tatz.