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The Sentencing
My head snapped up when Mikey's hand grabbed mine and squeezed harder than a fucking elephant could and he screamed no. Everyone was talking. Mikey was suddenly crying and Gerard was- Gerard was doing nothing. I couldnt understand what had happened until I zoned in on what the judge was actually saying.
"I sentence you to 6 months in juvee hall."She said coldly. I stared up at her. She didnt look like she wanted to do it but... I guess it had something to do with the laws and shit.
We were all sitting there in silence, unsure of what to do, but when I saw security guards walking towards Gerard I jumped up and ran to him.
"Gerard! Its gonna be okay! Dont- fuck its going to be okay. Jesus christ, this isnt fair!"I screamed as Gerard rested his head on my shoulder while behind him the security guards handcuffed him.
Gerard wasnt saying a thing. Not one fucking thing. It was like he had accepted it and was letting it happen. I watched as the guards gave him a tug and he shook his head.
"One minute."Gerard said and turned to me as the guards took one step back warily.
"Gerard..."I whispered.
"Frank I love you... You have been so good to me. And I- I know 6 months is a long time but- will you wait for me?"Gerard's eyes were closed.
I took a step closer and took his face in my hands,"Of course I fucking will. I fucking love you okay? No one can ever change that."I whispered, our lips a millimetre apart. He nodded then closed that tiny distance between us. I did my best to remember the feel of his lips against mine. I wouldnt be able to feel them for a long time.
"Thank you Frank... And I will always love you. The hardest part of this is leaving you."Gerard whispered practically into my mouth. Then they were taking him away. He looked at me over his shoulder and then he was gone. Someone's hand was on mine. But I could only just feel it. Everything had gone numb. All I could feel was Gerard's lips on mine still.
"I sentence you to 6 months in juvee hall."She said coldly. I stared up at her. She didnt look like she wanted to do it but... I guess it had something to do with the laws and shit.
We were all sitting there in silence, unsure of what to do, but when I saw security guards walking towards Gerard I jumped up and ran to him.
"Gerard! Its gonna be okay! Dont- fuck its going to be okay. Jesus christ, this isnt fair!"I screamed as Gerard rested his head on my shoulder while behind him the security guards handcuffed him.
Gerard wasnt saying a thing. Not one fucking thing. It was like he had accepted it and was letting it happen. I watched as the guards gave him a tug and he shook his head.
"One minute."Gerard said and turned to me as the guards took one step back warily.
"Gerard..."I whispered.
"Frank I love you... You have been so good to me. And I- I know 6 months is a long time but- will you wait for me?"Gerard's eyes were closed.
I took a step closer and took his face in my hands,"Of course I fucking will. I fucking love you okay? No one can ever change that."I whispered, our lips a millimetre apart. He nodded then closed that tiny distance between us. I did my best to remember the feel of his lips against mine. I wouldnt be able to feel them for a long time.
"Thank you Frank... And I will always love you. The hardest part of this is leaving you."Gerard whispered practically into my mouth. Then they were taking him away. He looked at me over his shoulder and then he was gone. Someone's hand was on mine. But I could only just feel it. Everything had gone numb. All I could feel was Gerard's lips on mine still.
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10/26/18