He resisted for a second before taking control and pushing me against the door hard. His hands were on my arms still, pinning them to my side and rendering me helpless. I felt him swipe his tongue out across my lips and just like the first time we kissed like this, my mouth fell open of its own accord. Gerard really knew how to kiss, even if I didnt have anything to compare it to.

I dont remember when my eyes closed. Or when Gerard let go of my arms and squeezed my hips. All I knew was that right now I had Gerards tongue don my fucking throat, his hands slowly creeping up my chest and my hands in his hair. It felt so fucking good.

He slid his hands around to my back, pulling me away from the door and closer to him. I kept my hands in his hair. I didnt want to let go of his lucious hair. He was backing us up to his bed. Shit. Was I really gonna do this? With Gerard?

Apparently so because Gerard was now sliding off my jacket and I found my hands pulling at his tie. We fell back onto his bed with me lying on top of Gerard. Everything was in a blur. I barely noticed Gerard take my jacket off and start undoing my shirt. Or my giving up on his tie and starting to undo the buttons on his shirt.

I was straddling him and his hard cock was digging into my thigh. Mine was painfully pressed up against my pants. All I could think as Gerard kissed me while shredding me of my layers was fucking more. I wanted to be closer to him. To taste more of him. To feel more of him. I had never felt so much need before.

Gerard broke off the kiss for a much needed breath as he fumbled with my pants. I stared down at him. His shirt was open but with his tie still on. His hair was ruffled like hell and his lips were reddened and swollen. Fucking hell he looked so fucking hot I literally wanted to fucking jump his bones right then and there.

"Fuck Frankie..."Gerard breathed as I yanked his belt out of the loops and started pulling his pants down along with his boxers. Fuck. His dick was leaking pre-cum and looked so fucking good.

"Gerard I-"I didnt know how to tell him that his dick was the first dick I had ever fucking seen.
"Frank just shush. Let me help you."Gerard smiled and sat up underneath me. He attached his lips to my neck, sucking hard and biting and fuck, it felt so good.

"Jesus Gee- Gerard."I sighed as he started travelling further down, kissing me down my chest. Suddenly he rolled me over so I was on my back and he was on all fours over top of me. I looked up at him, into his eyes, and saw hunger and lust.

Gerard grabbed at the waist of my pants and pulled down. I bucked my hips up to make it easier for him. Suddenly I was free. I shivered as Gerard breathed out slowly over my cock. I watched him closely as he slowly leaned down.

"Oh fuck Gerard!"I yelled as he put his mouth over the head. His mouth was so tight and fucking warm. My hips bucked up of their own accord as Gerards mouth slid down further. I groaned in pleasure and scrabbled at Gerards hair, the blankets, anything to fucking hold on to for the duration of this ride.

Gerard was working me into a complete frenzy. Pumping me at the base while bobbing up and down, completely focused on what he was doing.
"Fuck Gee- Ge-Gerard I'm gonna cum oh fuck!"I moaned as the pit of my stomach heated up and I came into Gerards fucking mouth.

He swallowed it. Fucking swallowed it. It was almost enough to fucking make me hard again, jesus fucking christ. Gerard crawled up next to my head and kissed me, slow and delibarate.

"That was fucking... I don't even know."I breathed, staring at the ceiling as Gerard lay next to me.
"Enjoy it did ya?"Gerard smiled at me lazily. Something wet was touching my bare leg. I looked down and realised Gerard was hard as a fucking rock.

I wanted to help him but I literally had no fucking idea.
"Gerard I don't know-"
"If you can go again you don't have to."Gerard sat up and looked down at me.

"I might not be ab-"

Gerard cut me off by placing his lips on mine and putting his hands on my chest. He slowly started kissing down like he did before. His hair was drÀgging across my chest causing goosebumps to erupt all over my body.

"Can I draw this?"Gerard asked between kisses.
"What?"I looked down at him. He was staring at the beginnings of one of my tattoos.
"Its not done yet though."I said, propping myself up on my elbows to see him better.

"Oh right, that explains it."Gerard smiled and started fucking licking along the lines of it, fuck I was fucking hard again.
"Perfect..."Gerard breathed. He got up and stripped himself of his clothes fully, his back to me.

There were three small bandages on his back. It was still healing and it was gonna leave a nasty scar once it actually did heal. Gerard said he didnt care cause he cant see his back and nobody else will but here I was staring at it while my cock was leaking pre-cum all over me.

He turned around and winked at me. There were condoms in his hand and a mischeivous glint in his eyes. He sat down on my thighs, our dicks knocking together and causing me to gasp. I just wanted him to fuckinng end it.

"Gerard p-please."I breathed.
"You can't rush this dude. Keep calm."He winked at me again as he opened one condom up.

"What are you gonna do?"I asked him quietly. No way in fucking hell was I gonna take.
"Why? We don't have to if you want to Frank. Whatever you want I'm okay with it, you just have to say."Gerard paused in putting the condom on. I had no idea who's dick it was going on and it was killing me.

"No I uh just- don't want to take is all."I mumbled, looking away as my cock grew even more hard somehow. Gerard didn't even fucking do anything.

"Pfft don't be stupid. Of course you aren't. I fucking love taking."Gerard grinned as he slid the condom onto my cock, making me shiver from fucking everything.
"Well then get on with it."I smiled up at him sweetly. He smirked at me before getting on all fours again.

He kissed me deeply, his tongue probing around my mouth. I gripped his shoulders as one of his hands roamed all over my body. Suddenly Gerards hands were on my cock and he was positioning it.

Slowly, very slowly, he slid himself down onto me. I tried to hold in the bitch groan of pleasure from the tightness but I fucking couldnt. It was so fucking tight, I had never felt anything fucking tighter it was ridiculous.

"You okay?"I whispered as Gerard sat there for a moment, his eyes scrunched up slightly. He nodded as he slowly started moving up and down. Fuck it was amazing. I put my hands on his hips and helped him, pointlessly, move up and down.

He started moaning everytime he dropped down. I think I was making noises as well but I could barely tell from the complete ecstacy I was in.
"Fuck!"Gerard screamed and stumbled over his rythym for a moment before picking up the pace again, hitting that amazing spot.

"Fuck- Gee- I'm fuck I'm gonna fucking cum."I yelled as the familiar warm sensation bloomed within the pit of my stomach. Gerard's hand immediately flew to his dick and he started pumping himself.

"Oh fucking hell Frank!"He yelled as he came all over my stomach. I screamed out at the feeling of Gerards muscles tightening around me and came. The look of pleasure on Gerards face was literally killing me.

We rode out our orgasms before Gerard pulled himself off of me before collapsing on me, both of us breathing heavily. He kissed me on the cheek sloppily before shuffling down and licking all of his cum. Fuck that was hot.

"Gerard..."I puffed, not even knowing what I wanted to say. Holy shit I just lost my virginity, fuck.
"I know... That was amazing. You were amazing."Gerard smiled at me, breathing on my neck.

"Fuck off dude I didn't even do anything."I grinned, feeling bubbles of happyness burst inside of me.
"Na uh, you did lots. You made it all the more better than if I had been by myself."Gerard laughed at me.

"We should get dressed."I said as the stickyness of the sweat started pissing me off.
"Do you want a shower?"Gerard asked as he looked around.
"Uhhh... What about Pete?"I asked. Fuck he probably heard us.

"He probably went out a little while ago. To go see Mikey."Gerard smiled.
"How do you know though?"I asked worriedly as I sat up and looked for my boxers.

"Alright I'll check."Gerard sighed as he got up and walked to the door. He opened it wide and stepped into the hallway.
"Pete come look I have a present for you!"He shouted. My eyes bulged at nothing. Pete wasnt here. Thank fuck for that.

"Okay fine. Lets have a shower."I smiled and ignored the mess on the floor.
"Great!"Gerard grinned and held his hand out for me. I took it and follwed him across the hall into a half clean bathroom.

Gerard turned the water on and kept his hand under it, feeling the temperature.
"Okay its warm."Gerard smiled and gestured for me to get in. I did so and screamed.

"You fucking twat! Thats fucking freezing!"I jumped out of the water as Gerard started laughing his fucking ass off the bastard.
"I'm sorry but your face is fucking classic."He said as he wiped away tears and heated the water up.

He got in and whispered into my ear, his body pressing up against mine,"Was it really cold?"
"Yes."I mumbled back.
"Well I guess I'll have to warm you back up."Gerard winked at me before kissing me, pushing me up against the cool tiled wall.

Surely he didnt have more in mind? Apparently he didnt. Our shower consisted of making out underneath the water which was actually really nice. When we were out and dressed we were sitting back on his bed talking about music.