
Dry your Eyes and Start Believing *ON HOLD*
Seven
Me and Frank told our friend Ian the next day, along with our other friend Joe. We felt we could trust them the most not to tell everyone because we didn't exactly want everyone to find out, at least not for a while anyway. At first Ian thought we were bullshitting and told us that we couldn't fool him with it, but after a while we finally got it into him that we weren't kidding. Then we told Joe who believed us straight away and told us that he thought it was adorable and stuff. Now we were sat on one of the tables at break time.
'' Can we tell 'em? '' Ian asked and I realised I'd been daydreaming.
'' What? '' I asked, sounding like an idiot obviously.
'' The secret! '' Ian said with a laugh and it took me a couple of seconds to register before I realised what they were talking about. I knew Frank didn't mind if people knew, if they were our friends that is, so I thought what the hell they're gonna find out sooner or later anyway might as well tell them now.
'' If you wanna? '' I turned to Frank who nodded and said only if it was alright with me aswell.
'' Should I say? '' Frank asked and I was glad he offered because I didn't really have to courage to say it. I nodded in agreement and everyone on our table turned to look at us.
'' Basically, me and Gerard are bi and we go out, '' Frank said and they were all stunned to silence as the stared at us for a couple of seconds before someone who I couldn't see down at the other end of the table said '' what? I didn't hear ''.
I let out an exasperated sigh before Mark, a boy who used to be my best friend but who isn't anymore, just a friend laughed and said '' they're only pulling your leg! ''
I felt anger rising in my body as I thought about me and Mark in the past when we used to tell eachother everything and never lie about things so big like this.
'' No, Mark, we're fucking serious, '' I spat angrily, probably a little too harshly but still I didn't really care at the moment, nor do I now either.
Mark laughed and said ''yeah, whatever. ''
'' No, we actually are, '' Frank said, a shit ton calmer than me by the looks of things but I'd already blown my top and I stood up and said '' come on Frank, '' and headed outside, Frank following me quickly.
Fresh air felt good and it practically calmed me down fully.
'' Is it Mark? '' Frank asked as we sat down, obviously noticing my frustration.
'' Yeah. I thought I could tell him anything like we used to and I thought he'd fucking take it seriously but no, obviously not, '' I hissed.
'' Shh calm down, it's okay, who cares what he thinks it's not worth your time, '' Frank hushed me and reasured me. I'd almost calmed down but when I looked up and across the playground I saw Mark and Niall (the guy who Tina used to date) staring at us and pointing. I narrowed my eyes at them in spite and they looked away quickly.
'' They're looking at us, '' I mutterer and Frank replied with a simple '' I know. ''
Hehe ;) aha blushing much aha xxx
11/17/14