It was the last day of the one week holiday we got and I was sat at my desk on FaceBook to Frank.
We'd been talking for a while now and I was planning on asking him out some time soon because I felt I was ready.

Frank: Uh...this may seem a bit sudden but...can I ask you something?
Gerard: Yeah, sure go ahead.

My heart was literally beating so fast I swear if it went any faster it would burst, I was praying in my head over and over again that his question would be ''will you go out with me?''.

Frank: Basically I don't care what u say cos the only reason I am actually asking this is to clear my head. But basically.............will u go out with me? I don't care what u say I just need to clear my head of everything and this is the last thing.

I stopped breating. Literally. I realised I wasn't after about a minute of staring in shock and disbelief at the screen, reading Frank's message over and over again. My lungs filled with air again as I gasped quickly just as I realised and felt my head start to spin from lack of oxygen. I breathed out and in again quickly and after a few more deep breaths I managed to get my breath back normaly and focus on typing back to him.

Gerard: Yes I will go out with you! I love you Frank I have done for ages now and I've been wanting to tell you (I was actually planning on asking you tonight or tomorrow or sometime soon) but I just haven't had the courage and I was scared about 1) losing you as a friend and also 2) what other people would think. But yes, I will go out with you. Who cares what anyone thinks, I don't actually care what they say or do or think, I mean, what does it matter, love is love, right?
Frank: Are you actually serious?
Gerard: Yes of course! I love you Frank!
Frank: I was actually prepared for you to say no, I never in a million years thought you'd say yes, I love you too Gee!
Gerard: I never expected you to ask me out or love me either Frankie!
Frank: I feel so relieved now for some reason, I'm so happy you said yes
Gerard: Me too, when you said ''can I ask you a question'' I was literally praying for you to ask me out and you actually did omg. So...when did you figure out you were bisexual? I mean, you are aren't you?
Frank: I actually figured it out the other day. I've been thinking about it for a while and last year for about six month I actually had a crush on you and then after the six month I ended up somehow persuading myself that it was just a phase, then the other day I realised I am bisexual. Wbu?
Gerard: A few days ago aswell :D Wait...you had a crush on me?
Frank: Yeah...I did...hehe...
Gerard: Nawwh Frank that's so cute :3 I love you
Frank: I love you too baby<3
Gerard: Right baby I'm gonna have to go now, see you at school tomorrow, bye :) <3 xxxxxxxxxxxx
Frank: See you baby sleep well love you xxxxxxxxxxxx

I closed my laptop and crawled into bed, excited for tomorrow. I must have led there three or four hours at least until I finally managed to drift off to sleep.

Notes

This chapter means a lot to me<3 x