Dry your Eyes and Start Believing *ON HOLD*

I woke up and turned to face the clock and saw I only had a minute before I had to get up anyway so I sighed heavily and dragged myself out of bed. I still had the heavy feeling in my chest...it felt like rejection. As if I'd been rejected but it never actually happened.
'' Morning Gerard...what would you like for breakfast? '' my mum asked as soon as I stepped into the kitchen.
'' Um..I'm not hungry, I'm gonna go get dressed, '' I mumbled quietly, my fluffy jumper wrapped around me because it was comforting and it was way better than a stupid dressing gown. I dressed and applied a little eyeliner, although it would probably end up running off when I go and hide in the loos to cry. My mum forced me to eat because she says I'm too skinny and need to make sure I'm eating properly, and when I'd finished my breakfast I felt sick because I really didn't want to eat it.
*Time Lapse*
I arrived in the school canteen before the morning bell rang to find Frank running up to me, a massive grin on his face. I forced a smile back to him as he came closer.
''Hey Gee! '' Frank literally shouted, '' I'm so happy today! ''
My heart literally dropped even more when he said that. I forced my forced-smile into a forced-grin and said, '' awh I bet you and Tina are the perfect couple! '' with a wink and a laugh as I nudged him with my shoulder lightly. Wow I've gotten good at faking happiness. Frank blushed and giggled and I so wished it could be me he was blushing about, but no, it's that fucking Tina. I shouldn't be nasty about her but really it's so upsetting for me, I can't help my thoughts and opinions on her at the moment.
'' I'm meeting her at break...I was up hours last night we were just talking so much, it's like we're perfect together Gee! '' Frank exclaimed and I carried on faking it and laughed and told him that I'd leave them in peace at break because that's really all he wants. I headed off to my form and then first lesson, which was Math. I could see the smile on Frank's face the whole hour and it was fucking killing me. I didn't concentrate on the work, I couldn't, it was virtually impossible, I was just concentrating on not crying. The bell rang and Frank shot out of the door, obviously heading to wherever his and Tina's meeting point was decided. I sat with my other friends at break, leaving Frank to talk about whatever the fuck he was talking about with Tina.

Notes

Thanks for your comments and things, from the reaction I got with the first chapter I'm gonna carry on with this, thanks guys! :) x