Dry your Eyes and Start Believing *ON HOLD*

I sat at my computer desk watching the time tick by on the corner of my laptop screen waiting. Waiting for Frank to come online so I could talk to him. He's so beautiful, the only problem is is that he's my best friend and if I ask him to be my boyfriend I don't know how he'll react and I don't want to throw away what we already have. A green dot apeared by Frank's name and I jumped into action.

Gerard: Hey Frank!
Frank: Hi Gee, wuut?
Gerard: Nothing really, u?
Frank: Homework. Hey can I ask you something?
Gerard: Umm...yeah sure..?
Frank: What do you see in our English teacher? Why do you like her?

I sighed and stared at the screen, not knowing what to type back. I used to like her. I don't anymore. That feeling's gone now. I love someone else...Frank. I want to tell him but I don't want him to hate me. He doesn't know I'm bisexual either so that's going to be another thing I'll have to admit.

Gerard: I dunno really...it's hard to explain tbh.
Frank: Oh okay it doesn't matter if you can't answer it I just wanted to know.
Gerard: Yeah sorry about that, I just don't really...know....

We went on talking for a bit, and I felt bad for lying to him and not just telling him the truth, but I couldn't.

Frank: OMG! Do you know Tina Creasey?
Gerard: Yeah, I went out with her for a little bit in middle school...why?
Frank: I think she's hitting on me, like big style.

My heart sunk. I could already tell where this was going. Guess I'll just have to try and sound enthusiastic about it.

Gerard: Really?! No way!
Frank: Yeah...I think I like her Gerard...
Gerard: Do you even know her in person?
Frank: Well...no :/ but she seems so nice and we have so many similarities!
Gerard: Oh okay then and cool!

I sighed again, a heavy feeling of hurt in my chest. Why would he fall in love with someone he just started chatting to on FaceBook about half an hour ago? Why would he love her when he doesn't even know what she looks like? Why does he love her when he's never spoken to her in real life before? All these questions raced through my mind as I tried to keep myself calm about it all.

Frank: She just asked me out Gee
Gerard: So...what did you say?
Frank: I said yes! My first ever girlfriend Gee! I'm so happy!
Gerard: Cool, so I'm guessing you're gonna meet up with Tina tomorrow?
Frank: Yeah, and I hope you don't mind but I'd like to be alone with her, you understand, right?
Gerard: Yeah, I get it.
Frank: Oh, and I'm sorry but I told her I'd be partners with her on the coach to our trip on Friday, sorry.
Gerard: It's fine don't worry about it.

He told me he'd go with me ages ago on the coach, ages ago! Now he's ditching me for stupid Tina. I think she's a bit of a slut to be honest, and no, I'm not just slagging her off because she goes out with the person I'm in love with. She used to date a boy called Niall but then she broke up with him and I liked her so I asked her out. Things didn't work between us, there was no chemistry...at all. Our relationship only lasted a few days before we decided to call it quits because it wasn't worth it. Then she went back to Niall, and their relation ship was on, off, on, off all the time. She seems very...desperate to me...it's like she must be going out with someone 24/7 for some reason.

Gerard: Right I have to go now see you tomorrow.
Frank: Yeah okay bye!

I ended the coversation and slammed my laptop shut before turning the light off and crawing into bed to cry myself to sleep with tears of heartbreak and rage.

Notes

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