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If I fall you'll catch me, right? *frerard

#13 I don't love you like I did yeasterday

Gee’s POV
Next day.
After relaxed evening with Andy I stayed over the night. I don’t even think that my dad noticed that I was gone and even if he did that I think I'm in deep shit or not. Still, he will shout at the me today because I didn’t come after school and he had no one to destroy.

“Gee, gee. Wake up babe.” I heard someone whisper and shake my shoulder a bit. I groaned and turned to my other side while pulling covers over my head.
“5 more min. pleaase.” I moaned/groaned out. Andy chuckled.
“Come on. We will be late. I made you coffee” I instantly shot up.
“Did you really make me coffee?” I asked, my voice husky from sleep.
“Of course silly.” Andy said with a small laugh and kissed my forehead.
“Wake up. I will be in the kitchen.” With that he left me alone in his room.

I sat up on the bed, yawned and rubbed my eyes. Smiling when memories of yesterday's evening floated into my mind. I looked around the room. Clothes was laying around the room. I stood up. Trying to find my boxers. I found them on the lamp on the bedside table. I pulled them on and exited the room to go to bathroom. Smile still plastered on my face. Standing I looked at my reflection. My hair was a mess, few love bites were covering my neck and collarbones. Shit, how I will hide them? Should I? I thought to myself. With a sigh I brushed my teeth and washed my face. Took for a quick shower. Wrapping my lower part of body in one of the towels I exited bathroom. Before I could even make it to the room I felt someone’s hand on my butt and pulling on my towel. I gasp I turn around. Here is Andy standing with my towel in his hands and smiling like an idiot.

“Fuck Andy!!!” I whine. In response he just giggled and checked me out. I gave up on trying cover up because he basically saw everything yesterday. My cheeks started to heat up. Before I could even process what is happening I was pressed up against wall by shirtless Andy.

“You’re so hot.” He growled. And basically not surprisingly we were making out. But stopped before we could go any farther (not like I didn’t want to) because we were already kinda late for school (again like I gave a lightest f*ck but Andy insisted).

We got ready and rushed to Andy’s car.

Time Lapse- At school.

Apparently for missing half of the first lesson you can get a detention. WTF!?!!? My teacher of course hates me and feeling is mutual. It would be perfect if we could've just silently hate each other but she wasn't having it. After sassing on the teacher some more I got 2 more detentions. I already didn’t care how many detentions I get I just love seeing her all frustrated and red from anger. I'm perfect student, right?
*after class*
I exited my classroom and saw Andy sitting under my locker. He would go with me to class but I said it’s okay and he should go get a normal breakfast.
“Well hello there, handsome.” I said with a giggle.
He looked up from his phone and smiled.
“Hi, cutie.” he stood up and kissed me on the cheek and I blushed. Andy just giggled.
“I brought you breakfast” he whispered in my ear like it was some secret. I smiled. And whispered to his ear, had to stand on my tiptoes because this motherfucker was fucking 6 foot tall. Around it.
“Oh, is coffee included.” I whispered. We probably looked like two idiots but I couldn’t give more fucks about it.
“Of course hottie” he whispered back and kissed just under my ear before pulling away.
I pulled away and pecked his cheek.
“Thanks.” I said and he gave me the small paper bag. I opened it and took out coffee as I wasn’t really hungry. I took a sip and sighed of pleasure. Coffee is what? Right, coffee is life.
I snapped out of my trance when I felt Andy peck my cheek. I blushed and looked down.
“You are so cute. I want to take you out. Like a real date” he said with a smile and a little blush on blush cheeks.
“I thought you would never ask” I said looking down, trying to hide my blush. I looked up and saw Andy with a huge grin on his face, smile almost looked painful. He leaned in and pecked my cheek.
“Okay, then I will pick you up at 6, dress casual”
“Sounds nice.”

Frank’s POV
“But I mean even if he got in the team wouldn’t he be weakest in our team?”
Rider was speaking to Oliver and other guys about some kid that tried out for our school football team. Of course I couldn’t care less. I wasn’t in a team and I could care less about sports. You might ask “Why the hell you hang out with douchebags then?”. The answer is clear. I have no idea. I know that they all are just dickheads but sometimes it's actually pretty fun with them. I know… pretty amusing.
“I agree but it’s worth a shot. He might be actually pretty good” Mikey commented.
He was in a team and he clearly was as awful as any other person in the team but during some late, drunk nights he says he wants to quit. Also he brags about his older brother that he is jealous of and he does some awful things to him but he just wishes that he would be like him or they could be close. I know Mikey for pretty long time but I have never seen him openly talk about his brother, only when he is drunk. Sad, I know. I feel really sorry for Gerard. He probably hates Mikey for that…….I would. If they just talked but I’m not the one to judge. I have no idea what his family is like, I only know that siblings hate each other. But nothing about his parents.
“.....But what do you think? Frank?” I was snapped out of my daydream by Oliver.
“Oh, sorry I was kinda daydream. What were you talking about?”
“Are you okay man? You were acting pretty weird lately” Rider asked.
“Everything is good. Just kinda tired.”
Oh, you know just having huge crush on one of the perfect man in the world but because I’m hanging out with you and some other weird issues that I have no idea about he hates me. I’m dying inside and right now I actually hate each one of you. But nothing is up, nothing is up
. I said to myself.
“Oh, okay man.” They started their stupid talk about football again. And I drifted to my dreams about kissing Gerard again. Fuck even his name sounded perfect Gerard, Gee. FUck! CAn you be turned on by a name. Awh how sad that he hates me.
We turned corner and what a saw broke my heart. That fucker leaning on the lockers and kissing Gerard. My Gerard!! Calm down fucker. I said to myself. I was fucking furious but heartbroken at the same time. They pulled away and Gerard giggled and blushed. Douchebag leaned in and whispered something to Gee’s ear.
“Hey guys. I will come back to you. Let’s meet at lunch I need to do something.” I said, still glancing at Gee’s side.
“Sure man. See ya” Mikey said and when they turned next corner I turned around and started walking Gerard’s direction.

Gerard’s POV.
“He really said that?” I giggled and asked Andy. We were just peacefully talking and laughing about Andy’s friends in Europe.
“He did. It was hilarious. Everyone were laughing”
“But not the teacher.”
“Of course he wasn’t. Teacher was furious.”
“What happened next. Tell me more” I said still laughing a little. I felt so happy with Andy. Everything felt so natural.
“Well he of course got su-”
“Hey, sorry. Gerard can I speak to you” Frank interrupted Andy. I lost my voice. I knew it was a bad idea.
“Please” pleaded Frank.
“Sorry I don’t think we have anything to talk about Frank” I said finding my voice, looking at his eyes. Oh god his hazel eyes.
“But Gee.” he pleaded once again.
“Don’t call me that” I said through gritted teeth. It sounded way to hot when he said that.
“Sorry” He said and looked down a bit.
“Can you give me just few minutes, ple-” He got cut off by Andy.
“Man, he already said he doesn’t want to talk to you. Maybe next time.” Andy said and took my hand and we walked off to a class.
“Thank you” I said with a sigh. Putting my head on his head. He just kissed my forehead.

I know that I will have to speak to Frank some time. I’m just afraid. Afraid that jocks might see me talking and they will beat me up to death. Afraid that I might just not resist Frank’s eyes, pink lips, lips ring. I’m afraid of what might happened. But I guess I will need to take a risk.

Frank’s POV
Fuck. Fuck. Crap. Shit.
I chanted in my head. It didn’t went all that well. It didn’t went in any way I hoped it would go. I guess it would be even harder to get Gerard to speak to me than I thought. Walking down the hall and out of school and to the back of the school where everyone smoked. I took out my pack of cigarettes still think of my plan, “How get Gerard to speak to me” Plan. Taking a first drag I thought of a plan. It might actually work or I can ruin everything and fuck everything up. I guess I will just go with a flow. Usually that’s exactly what I do. Looking at my phone watch I was already 15 minutes late to class. I guess no point on going.

Gee’s POV
It’s been 15 since class started and Frank still wasn’t there. I couldn’t help but feel a bit worried. WTF Gee? You can’t feel that way. Right, I can’t. But I can’t help feel something towards dark haired boy. Fuck I’m in deep sh*t.

*After Class*
Me and Andy walked down the hall holding hands, having small talk. His phone buzzed in his pocked.
“Oh sorry, wait a second. Get your stuff” Excusing himself he went another direction to talk. I went to my locker. Grabbing my stuff for class a felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around thinking it was Andy but my smile dropped when I saw it was Frank.
“Gerard just please. Can you talk to me.” He pleaded again
“I have nothing to talk about with you.” I refuses. Looking at my old black converse. Afraid I would give in if I looked at his eyes.
“Please, can you tell my why are you acting like this? Is this something I did? If It was me I’m sorry. But can you just tell me. Fuck, please.” he said getting frustrated a little.
Why he was even trying so hard? Maybe it was a bet or something. I didn’t have any reasonable answers to explain it but back to Frank.
“Frank.....No, sorry. I can’t. I’m sorry.” I mumbled and rushed to my next class.

Already sitting in my class I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. Text from Andy. It read:
“Sorry. Something with my parent’s business I need to go sort some shit out. Can we still go out at 6 tho?”
I felt heat rushing to my cheeks remembering about our date.
“Sure. 6 it is. Can’t wait)” I hit send button. Oh god it will be interesting.
Whole class I was just daydreaming about date and Frank and every other thing that I could think of.

*After Class*
I was walking down the hall. Trying to hide my face of fear seeing any jocks but even more scared to see Frank. I know, weird. I saw Frank walking with his group towards me but thankfully there was a door to toilet. As fast as a could I opened the door and entered small room and shut the door. Phew, that was close.

Frank’s POV
I was walking down the hall. As I announced I’m going with a flow so any opportunity to speak with Gee, I will take it. We turned the corner and when I looked up I saw a glimpse of black figure going into man’s toilet. It looked way too similar to Gerard’s figure.
Any opportunity, huh? I repeated to myself.
“I’m going to get a piss.” Not even waiting for a reply I when inside bed lighted room.
It was empty but I heard some sound next to me and from one of the cabins walked out Gee.
“Fraank” He groaned out when he noticed me. I don’t know what happened with me, maybe it was adrenaline or I just become frustrated. Somehow I got Gee pressed to wall and me hovering over him. We were really close. I could feel his minty breath hit my face. It silent. It was just us staring into each other’s eyes. What happened next I don’t know how to explain. I leaned in. I was waiting for Gerard to push me away or slap me but he didn’t. He didn’t.

Notes

I"m not okaaay. Well, I'm not okaaaay. I'm not o-fucking-kay. (Okay)
Everything I could think of.
I'm sorry guys. I know you probably hate me. Everything just getting worse I'm sorry. Some drama is coming up. I already know the ending of this funfiction and lemme tell you it's soooooo dramatic. I was even surprised myself when I thought of an ending.
"Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading.
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you ought to stay. "

Comments

BAD FRANK!!! >:(

What did Gerard see at his house?

Left Shark Left Shark
2/17/15

Frank, you ass!!.. What did you do!?! Grrrrr!.. Bad Frankie :( x

YEY!.. Frerard kisses!! :) mmmmm!.. Love this! Xx

@frankenweenie
Hahaha probably ;)

super-frank super-frank
12/23/14

Love u ppl

super-frank super-frank
12/23/14