I kicked up the brown autumn leaves on the sidewalk and sighed to myself. My cold hands were thrust into my pockets as a cold chill ran down my back, making me shudder. My fringe was getting in my face and my black skinny jeans were clinging to my legs. I was listening to the misfits as I did every time I walked to school, and I kept my head down so as not to see anyone I know. I pulled my black hoodie over my head and let it cover most of my face. I must look like the most emo kid ever, I thought. Well. It wasn't exactly undeniable, was it? As I approached the school, slowly because I was ridiculously early, I groaned at the sight of the younger years bitching in their little faggot groups about asshole boys and how much homework they get. And that's exactly when I remembered. I tugged my silver lip ring in my teeth and remembered all the way back, exactly a year ago. Exactly a year ago was when I met Gerard. I remembered because it was one of Ray's friends birthdays, and the party was where I met him and had my heart broken by him. Sure, I was supposed to call him but I was just nervous I guess? And also, I ran out of minutes. That didn't really help. A few weeks after that day was when I sank into a love-depression. The more i thought about him, the more i liked him. It just tore me apart. And the worst bit? I never saw him after that. I had asked Ray who he was, and apparently he moved to LA. That made me, 1. angry he didn't tell me, 2. Jealous that he's gone to LA, 3. Sad that he's gone to LA and 4. Angry again. Because he's gone to LA.
So, you can imagine my surprise when I look over at my hoard of friends and notice a boy with long black hair and an Anthrax shirt laughing at something- probably nerd related- and trying his best to fit in, right? Wrong.
I sidled up to Hayley.
"hey Frank!" She jumped on me, practically killing me in the process. My heart was practically beating double time now, something I haven't felt ever since that shitty ass party. It was him, unmistakably. I didn't think he recognised me at all though.
"Hayley is that Gerard Way? I took her to the side and asked her.
"yes it is...wh-oh. Ohhhhh. Ohh myy GOD!" the slow realization crept over her face along with a smirk that could kill anyone. I sighed and let her have a mild fit.
"I can't believe that was a year ago! Do you still like him? Have you spoke to him yet? OhhHHHH MY GOD!" Hayley was jumping all over the place and I was trying my hardest to shut her up. Its like living with a Chihuahua. I would so have gone up to him if the bell hadn't gone. God damn it, cock blocking came in some extreme forms. You know what, that's a lie. I wouldn't have. At all. I was pissed, and nervous, and just a massive great deal of human emotion and not-had-any-sexual-relations-in-over-a-year syndrome. I had to do something soon.

Notes

I hope you guys appreciate my star wars pun in the title whick took me 5 minutes to make work. Don't say I don't spoil you.