Forever And Longer.

I woke up to the sound of Isabella giggling. I assumed the reason she was laughing was Alex, my twenty year old life long best friend. He was taller than me of course with super short blond hair and blue eyes, His girlfriend of two years, that lived with us and had been for about four months had long curly brown hair and slightly lighter brown eyes . They were both amazing friends and i had known them most my life but sometimes they got fucking annoying.
"ALEX MAKE YOUR BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP!! SOME OF US ARE STILL SLEEPING!! IT'S SEVEN IN THE FUCKIN MORNING YOU TWAT-WAFFLE" I yelled. I heard Alex laugh and i could imagine the face Izzy was making now. She knew that when i called her a bitch i used it jokingly. I had met her before i met even Alex and introduced the two. As for the Twat-waffle comment well....Me and Alex have our own weird way of insulting each other. I rolled over and groaned. I wasn't getting and more sleep so i might as well get up and shower. I didn't have anything to do today due to the fact that i wasn't i collage currently ( i had tried and it just wasn't my thing ).
When i walked out of my room Isabella walked past me and hit the back of my head.
"Jerk" She muttered as she walked by. I stuck my tongue out at her. Alex just rolled his eyes. Usually if she did that to someone or a guy stuck his tongue out at her he would take it as flirting (He was the jealous type) but he knew me and her weren't flirting because 1. She's like a sister to me. Eww. And 2. I'm gay. Always have been. I mean sure i'v been kissed by girls or even kissed them but i'd much rather make out with a dude. It made most people feel weird but Alex had grown up with me and he was the first person i told. He didn't treat me like something was wrong with me or i had some disease. He even called me 'Faggot' and 'Homo' jokingly and i didn't give a shit. I knew he wasn't being a jerk.
"Hey, Fagg-Boy. You have a birthday tomorrow night if i remember correctly. We should have a party. " Alex said. Izzy hit his arm from where she sat on his lap.
"Al!! That is so mean!!" She exclaimed
"Izz. I don't care. you know that." I said. She rolled her eyes. "It's still not okay" she muttered under her breath.
I looked at Alex again.
"No. Please no. i don't want a party. You know that."
"What about our friends? You're turning nineteen bro!! come one!" He said.
It wasn't worth fighting him. I knew from past experience if i did he would just throw a 'surprise' party and embarrass the hell outta me.
"Whatever. But i'm not planning crap. That's up to you." I said rolling my eyes and turning to head back to my room.
The problem wasn't i didn't want to have a party it's that i didn't really want to do anything these days. I spent my days with down time lying in my room doing nothing. sure i had friends i just didn't want to hang out with them. I was getting more and more depressed lately and i wasn't sure why. I grabbed some clothes and went to shower.

Notes

Okay! this is the first chapter (obviously) and im not sure if im gonna continue or not but if i do Gee WILL be in the next chapter! comment and let me know what you think? thanks i love you all.
~mattythekilljoy~
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