It had been a few weeks since Jaydee’s talk with Mikey and Frank and it was the night before she planned to leave. Her heart was split in two pieces. She wanted to make a better life for her child and be safe but she didn't want to leave Gerard. She loved him but she knew it would be wrong to stay in that environment with a child.

Gerard plopped into bed exhausted from work. He had to work a double that day and there were shipment issues so he had to stay late after work to deal with it. He rolled over and buried his face in the cool pillow and tried to let sleep take him.

It finally dawned on Jaydee that this would be the last night she would be spending with him. She rolled over and kissed the side of his neck. Her lips brushed just below his ear.

"Gerard?" She whispered kissing him again.

He grunted into his pillow what she assumed to be 'what'.

"Make love to me." She breathed in his ear softly making him roll over to look her in the eye.

"Seriously?"

"Well we haven't done it since I told you about the baby. And I've been having these crazy hormos lately and I want you."She looked at him with desperate eyes.

He smiled at how cute the look on her face was. Sex was the last thing on his mind but the way that she looked right there, desperate, and vulnerable, he couldn't resist.

"Ok Sugar. Whatever you want." He smirked and rolled on top of her kissing down her chest.
Her sink tingled at the feeling of his lips against her soft skin. His finger tips brushed down against her thighs and he slip off her panties. His mouth moved further down her body till he reached her hot core. His tongue lapped up her juices and she moaned his name.

She felt her body tremble as she was on the edge just before her orgasm when he pulled away leaving her body crying for more.

"I wanna feel you cum sugar." He smirked and kissed her mouth roughly.
As his body rubbed against hers, Jaydee could feel his hard throbbing erection growing against her thigh. She grinded her hips against his liking the feeling of his boner against her.

"Do you want me Sugar?"

"Yes." She moaned out as she felt his hand drift down and insert one finger inside her teasing the wet sensitive skin.

"Say it." He whispered brushing his lips against her ear.

"Fuck me." She breathed out.

He slid his boxers down his hips and lined himself up at her entrance. With one big thrust he felt her body shake beneath him and her legs tighten around his waist.
He maintained a steady rhythm as his lips moved across her neck.

The fast he went the closer she felt her body come to her orgasm. With two more hard thrusts she screamed out his name and her body shook down to the core.

The feeling of her muscles tightening around his hard cock was enough to throw him over the edge and he shot his hot sticky substance inside her.

As they lay there holding either it brought tears to her eyes. He brushed the hair out of her face and kissed the top of her forehead. At that she felt the tears overpower her and she started to cry.

"Shit baby what’s wrong?" He pulled away so he could look at her.

"Nothing. I'm fine." Jaydee sniffled wiping her eyes.

"You're crying. Did I do something?"

"No I'm just hormonal I guess." She reassured him and kissed him softly. Gee looked at her slightly worried.

"You're sure?"

"I'm ok.....I love you Gee."

He smiled slightly "I love you too sugar." He kissed her again then pulled her close to his body to sleep. As she lye there she tried to memorize every aspect of his touch, the feeling of his body against hers. Even the way he breathes.

She hugged his arm tightly as he wrapped it around her body and held his hand. All she could think about was how many times he had washed blood off that hand and how many times it gripped the cold handle of a switch blade. How many people has he hurt or killed?
The thought scared her and she tried to shut her eyes and let the thought leave her mind.

That wasn't that last thing she wanted to remember about him.

Jaydee rolled over and buried her face in his chest trying to listen to his heart beat. The she left the rhythmic sound lull her to sleep.

The next day Jaydee glanced over at the clock and felt her heart fall into her stomach. It was time to call Gerard and tell him she was 'going to visit her grandma'. She had a small bag packed by the door and she reached into her pocket for her phone.

She listen to the phone ring three time before he answered.

"Hello?" He sounded tired and frustrated on the other end.

"Hey. Uh. I got a call from my mom and I need to go visit my grandma for a week. So I have to go now 'cause she needs me as soon as possible." Jaydee heard the lie slip through her mouth and it rang in her ears.

Gerard was silent for a while on the other end.

"Are you still there?" Her hands started trembling.

Gerard scoffed and Jaydee could feel his anger radiate through the phone, "Are you fucking serious? You can't just leave. I'm not gonna let you just go by yourself are you crazy?"
His words stung and she could tell this wasn't going to be as easy a conversation as she thought. He was having one of his bad days.

"Gee it’s not like that. I'm just going to take care of her for a little while."

"You’re not leaving Jaydee! I'm not letting you fucking leave that long without me! Something
could happen to you!" He screamed into the phone.

"Gerard I'm not gonna talk about this right now. I'm going to take care of her and I'll call you when I get there." She hung up before he could respond. Jaydee picked up the bag by the door and went out to the car. As she made her way to Mikey’s house to meet up with him and Frank she felt hot tears burn in her eyes.

Gerard listen to the tone of the phone being hung up and he felt nothing but rage.

"Alex cover my shift I'm leaving." He hissed to his coworker who looked at him confused.

Gerard didn't care. All he cared about was getting home and stopping for from leaving him.