His names 'Gee' or something like that

I eventually get up from the sofa and went to the bathroom, I take a look at my cut lip and bruised cheek, The purple colour dominated most of my jaw, Well, this is fucking great I thought to myself. How was I supposed to hide it? What if someone asks how it got there? Shit.
Gerard walked in,
'Shit, sorry Frank am i disturbing you?'
'no, no, of course not' I say, taking another glance at my face,
Gerard walks up to me and kisses me on the forehead, he then wraps his arms around me, we embrace in a warm hug, it diddnt last long, but it comforted me and that was what I needed right now, someone to hold and talk to....someone to love. Gerard. He looks at me and takes my hands in his,
'I'm staying tonight whether you like it or not, i want to make sure your okay, i don't want you taking any more pills, Frank, anymore pills last night and you could have died'
I nodded, reluctantly, Right now I'm better off dead, But i diddnt tell Gerard that.
'Okay' I muttered,
He hugged me again.
'Ill cook some food for us' He smiled as he walked out,

I feel bad for lying, i mean, i am better of dead, Gerard can do so much better than me, but i love him, i never want to hurt him, well not again anyway, He means to much too me to risk losing him.

I walk into the kitchen,
'something smells good' I say,
'Thanks Frankie, Im making Tacos'
'Great' I smile, placing my hand on his behind,
'Frankie you tease'

As Gerards cooking i lay the table, I even put a cute little candle in the middle to make it a little more romantic, Im a hopeless romantic if im honest, but i try.
We sit down to eat, I like tacos.
'These are good' I say through a mouth full of food,
'Thanks' Gee smiles,

We finish and Gerard tidy's up, I feel bad that he is but he keeps telling me to rest because of my ribs, so i give in to him.

***TIME LAPSE***

Me and Gee get ready for bed, we don't plan on doing much tonight because were both tired and need rest, its been a long day. I get into my batman pyjamas, that Gerard always seems to giggle at and hop into bed. Gerard close behind. We cuddle, our warm bodies against each other, I feel safe when he's around, like nothing can ever hurt me.
'Night Gee' I whisper,
'Night babe' He smiles sleepily,

***SORRY GUYS ANOTHER TIME LAPSE***

We both wake up strangely at the same time, its 9am, I can hear rain hitting the window, It looks gloomy today. Its Sunday, I don't like Sundays, I think they're down days. I decide to get up, My mouth hurts from yesterday and so do my ribs, the pills must've worn off, I stagger to the bathroom and look for some more, Gerard walks in,

'What you doing?' he asks, walking over to me and taking the pills from me,
'I need pain relief' I say, feeling slightly annoyed,
He reads the pill packet,
'you can take two of these'

I suddenly snap,

'Why do you have to control me?' I sneer, as i snatch the pills back off him,
'Frank, i just want you to be okay, i dont want you doing anythi.....'
and before he could finish, i interrupt,
'so what? its not like my existence is useful in anyway' I snap,
'Frank, whats the matter, please, dont be this way'
Gerard tries to remain calm but i can see the fear build up in his eyes, he is about to explode into tears and its all my fault...What am i doing? Why am i being this way? Im such a fucking joke...
'Gerard, Im s-sorry, im just abit down'
'Why Frankie?' He asks, he looked puzzled,
'Im worthless Gerard, to everyone, im just a freak like everyone says'
At this point i began to cry,
'F-Frankie, baby....please calm down, your not nothing, you mean everything to me, ive told you this' Gerard sounded scared,
'I just feel unaccepted Gerard'
'Please Frank, we've been over this, fuck what others think, your beautiful to me, This world is just ugly'
I take two pills as instructed and Gerard gave me a hug, I understood what he was saying, i just never take things in, I guess i need to be strong, for Gerard's sake.

The hug quickly turns into a kiss, It lasts a few seconds until,
'Ouch' i exclaim, pulling away, placing my hand on my lip,
'Your lip babe?' He asked,
'Y-yeah, im sorry, its just sore f-from yesterday' I stutter,
'Stop apologising, Its fine' He smiles a comforting smile, which makes me feel alot better.
'so, fancy going out for a walk, i know this real cute place we could go?' He asks,
'Uhm, sure, where is it?' I say as i fix my hair a little in the mirror,
'Its this hill, and at the top there's a bench, not many people go there' He explains,
'okay then, but what about the rain?' I ask,
Gerard looks out the window,
'Its stopped now' he smiles,
'Great' i say and i grin back at him.

We get ready and leave the apartment, making our way too this hill, We walk side by side, and hold hands now and then, alot of people seem to stare when at me as were walking, probably because of the unsightly bruise on my face, but I just ignore them and we take a few back alleys to avoid them. Me and Gerard make small talk as were walking.
This walk takes my mind off things a little. I like it. We find ourselves at the bottom of this hill and begin to walk up, the higher we get the better the view gets...the grass is a little sludgy from the rain and my vans get muddy, but its worth it...We finally reach the top, the view is amazing, people look like ants compared to us.
We find the bench and sit down, holding hands,
'So, what do you think?' Gerard smiles, looking at me,
'Its amazing' I exclaim, leaning my head on Gerard's shoulder,

I feel alot better than i did this morning and ive cheered up alot, my mind is finally at ease, but how long for? I ignore that thought and concentrate on the view, ive never pictured the town this way before, it looks better from here anyway, No people to disturb you or beat you up.
A few dog walkers pass by, their dogs off the leash, I few run up to me and i stroke them, I like dogs, at least they don't judge you...The rain starts again so we quickly get up and start to head back to avoid getting wet, but as we make our way back, the rain gets worse, so we end up soaked anyway.
We get back and remove our wet clothes, I put Gee's by the fire to dry, he will need them later.

***TIME LAPSE***

Its time for Gerard to go, which ruins my good mood a little as ive had a good weekend, apart from a few incidents, but they're at the back of my mind now...i hope. Gerard grabs his bag and comes up to me, squeezing me in a tight hug,
'Im gonna miss you frankie' he says, he sounds a little sad,
'ill miss you too, but hey, we will see eachother at school tomorrow' I assure him,
'Yeah, well ill see you tomorrow' he says, kissing me gently, being careful not to hurt my lip,
'see you babe' I smile as he walks through the door.

I miss him already but i know ill see him tomorrow, so thats okay.

Notes

ok, its a bit boring but it will get better! I suppose things get worse before they get better,
hehehe.