I Hear You've Been Bleeding

Franks POV
My vision was blurred as my eyes gradually opened. Once I had regained my sight, I looked up to see Gerard's face, covered in tears. He held my hand tight, and he shook with his sobs.

I sat sat up slowly, and was bombarded by a massive bear hug from Gerard. "I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry, I thought you were gone."

I returned the the hug to Gee, as he started his speech. "I'm sorry, I messed up, I shouldn't have rejected you, I've always wanted to be with you, I'm sorry for always getting in your way, I..." I cut him off by putting my hand up to his mouth.

"Why are you sorry,I'm the one who beat you for no reason, I made your life a living hell. And I'm sorry. Really sorry. An how did you even know I was in hospital?"

Gerard sighed, "number one, Mikey told me. And I can't forgive you, just because you're going through the same thing as me. But I'm willing to give you a fresh start."

That was understandable, but my heart stopped at the next sentence.
"Why do you even hate me so much?"
I swalloed the lump in my throat as I began to explain. " Ever since I met you, you seemed to stir these feelings inside of me. I had no idea what these feelings where, but they felt wrong, you were turning me into a faggot, and I couldn't stand that. I thought that if I hurt you enough, these feelings would go away, but they never did. It wasn't until yesterday that I realised what a mistake I was making, and that these feelings don't feel so wrong after all."

Gerard looked at me, before moving his face towards mine and pushed his slightly moist lips softly against mine.

Notes

I don't really like this :/