I Hear You've Been Bleeding

Gerard's POV
After school, Ray came back to mine due to the shitty day I had. I've got to admit, I've always had a thing for Ray. I mean, something about him is very... Alluring. But my feelings for Ray are nothing compared to the love I have for Frank. Love. That sounded weird. Anyway we arrive at my house, and proceeded to play video games.

After about two hours of playing, Ray turned off the tv and turned to face me. "Gerard, look. I've always had a... thing for you, but today the connection has grown stronger. I feel as if a magnetic force is pulling me into you. That Frank kid, and your brother have broken you, but I can be the one to fix you. I really like you, Gerard. I think something special could be between us." With that, Ray proceeded to lean in towards me until our lips met. The kiss started off slow an loving, but quickly escalated into an erotic, passionate make out session. To be quite honest, I didn't feel any sort of 'spark' between me and Ray, and I'm pretty sure he didn't either. But we had both had tough days and I really needed to get off. So I planted small kisses down Rays neck as he let out little gasps of delight. I could feel myself getting hard, and I saw he was aswell, so I slowly wrapped my hand around his hard member, reciving a moan as a reward. I was about to pull off his pants when the living room door swung open.

Franks POV
I lay on my bed with my head in my hands. After finding out the amount of pain I was causing Gerard, I felt so guilty. I mean, how could I put the boy I love through so much. And yes, whilst lying here I have managed to discover that I am entirely in love with Gerard Way. But I'm not gay. Well, I guess you could say I'm gay for Gerard Way.

i guess I owe Gerard an apology. A fucking massive one at that. But I know where his house is, so I could do it now. Get the weight off my shoulders, and get MY Gerard before anyone else does.

So I grabbed my jacket and shoes and walked to Mikey's house. I knocked on the door, and Mikey appeared. I explained why I was there and his face twisted as I mentioned Gerard. "Fags in there" he replied cooly, pointing his finger in the direction of the living room. I nodded thanks to him as I walked in.

My mouth went dry and my eyes started to water as I watched the scene infront of me unfold.

Gerard, with his hand down that Ray boys pants, obviously jerking him off.

I'm going to be sick.

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