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Heart-Shaped Box (Frerard)

Who Could Love Me? I Am Out Of My Mind.

Gerard stumbled out of the doorway, wiping his eyes, which were clouded with sleep and looked back into the room. It was still his boyfriend and his brother sitting on the floor with that flush of a nice make out session fresh on their faces. Gerard's heart clenched as he looked away, tears rolling down his face in silent sobs. He backed away from the room, leaving Frank and Mikey to do whatever they pleased. Because, fuck him, right? He was worthless anyway. Just a boy with a lot of troubles. Too many.
I told you this would happen if you trusted him again.
"Frank" told him, reappearing with no warning.
"But I love him." Gerard mumbled, wiping his eyes and sniffled unpleasantly.
He doesn't love you, though, Gee. I do.
"B-But-"
No, Gee, he doesn't love you. He's using you to get to your brother.
Gerard cried harder as he lifted the beer bottle to his lips. He tipped it back, allowing the liquid to burn a trail down his throat. He loved it.
You know I'm right.
"You are." Gerard whimpered, sucking in the warm liquid from his beer. The alcohol gave Gerard a comfort Frank would never give him. Nobody would ever love this mess of a person Gerard was. If no one could love him, how could he love himself? His only comfort was himself and the alcohol was like no other.
The alcohol was his friend.
He found his liquid cure.

Notes

Since last chapter was kind of short and super lame, I'm updating again!
*Warning! Shameless self-promotion*
Also, I'm currently writing a Freard fan fic called The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys set in a Danger Days AU and I swear it will be ONLY Freard with no weird let-me-make-out-with-your-brother moments. So, check that out because I REALLY like that fan fic.

Comments

@MCRKilljoy331
You may not happy end but I do and no the baby is born

@ferard_is_love456
But
Then the baby is never born, right?
HOW DO I HAPPY END

MCRKilljoy331 MCRKilljoy331
6/12/15

No Gerard gets pregnant and they live happily ever after geez

@ferard_is_love456
And then like Frank gets pregnant and Gerard leaves him, right?

MCRKilljoy331 MCRKilljoy331
6/12/15

Yes happy endings are when Frank and Gerard get married