Three Cheers For Sweet Waycest!

It was unbearable; seeing the things Frank was doing to my brother. Not the physical things, well, maybe, but the emotional things too. His love filled eyes that gazed at Frank when he thought neither of us were looking wasn't fair. Did he ever look at me with so much love? Gerard's rough callused hands traced over Frank's tattooed hands with feather light moments and it made my gut clench. I knew how much Gerard loved tattoos but I couldn't get any - ever. I wasn't strong enough.
Maybe that was the problem. I wasn't strong enough for Gerard. I wanted to do anything I could to please him, but how could I? I was his brother and we couldn't go on romantic dates or kiss under the stars and it wasn't fair. So maybe I should just give up. Maybe I should just stop and let him be happy with Frank. They both deserve it, after all. They both deserve each other.
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We were going to have a party. We were going to get wasted. Great idea when both Mikey and I have undeniable feelings for each other, huh? So we invited Frank, Bob, Ray, Ray's girlfriend, Kayla, who was in one of my classes, and Frank's fiend, Cas. Apparently playing Spin The Bottle when you were shitfaced wasn't a great idea.
"Frankie and Mikey!" Cas squealed excitedly, grinning like the manic she was. Hey, she was Frank's friend, has to be insane to tolerate that tiny ball of energy, huh?
What I didn't know, though, was that watching the two men I love make out would give me the raging boner it did. Who knew it would make me squirm and worm around, causing me to latch my face onto Frank's drunkenly as soon as he let go of Mikey? Who knew the hoots and hollars would be ignored as I longed for the feeling of Frank's hands on me?
Who knew I'd regret it the next morning when I found something unbearable on Mikey's dresser that made my heart stop and my already aching head pound? Who knew that Mikey would finally be happy...because of a drunken mistake I made?

Notes

Heyy, long time no see
New chapter soon, yeah?
I promise ^^