Frankie Baby

Sure enough at 7 on the dot a blue top less mustang rolled up into my driveway.
“Are you fucking joking right now?” I muttered. It was impossible that he actually came. Personally , I thought he was joking. My heart lurched at the sight of Gerard with one hand on the wheel and the other slung around the passenger seat. He wore black aviators and of course his leather jacket , collar popped. A smoking cigarette dangled carelessly out of his mouth. Slowly I opened the door and and stepped on the porch closing the door behind me. I briskly walked to the car and gently opened the door. Carefully I sat down with my back straight , wary of the expensive looking material. He turned to me and smiled looking at me from the top of his sun glasses.
“Good evenin’ pretty lady.” he teased then chuckled. I sighed and rubbed my eyes annoyed.
“How did you find out where I live?” I groaned.
“People who live ‘round here” he smiled again and backed the car out of the driveway.
"How come you're never this on time to class?" I questioned skeptically , focusing on the road ahead of us.
"Im only on time to the things I care about babe." He smirked and slid his hand onto my thigh. I sucked in a sharp breath and stared at his hand. I tensed under his touch.
“Whyda always get so edgy when I touch ya?” Gerard said while tightening and loosening his grip on my knee.
“I-i-i’m just not used to people t-touching me constantly. And i don’t like it.” I replied nervously. I could already feel the blush burning my face. The same stuble electrifying sensation formed on my leg , heating up my body a few degrees. I couldn’t wrap my mind around how exactly Gerard affected me. He is a complete asshole , but why does he make me tremble under his touch? I couldn’t think of any scientific theories that explained it , but it was just there. He chuckled then rubbed my leg , causing me to squeak uncomfortably. But in reality it was comfortable , the chilly wind blowing through my hair and a warm hand resting on my leg.
“Relax.” he purred and we came to a stop infront of the carnival. It was weird to have someone always having some contact on your body. I sighed and took a deep breath. The amount of people and lights stunned me ,completely. I swallowed dryly and stared at the carnival. Hundreds of students mulling around socializing. The smell of meat was nausiating and the cheesy music made my head pound.
“Frankie,” he held onto my hand and squeezed. “Relax.” he stroked his thumb across my skin. The gesture was soothing , but it wasn’t enough to sooth my nerves.
“I a-am relaxed.” I attempted to sound confident but my voice did the awkward wobble that made me sound weak.
“C’mon sugar , it’ll be fun.” he said while running his fingers though his greased hair. A strand fell out and curled onto his forehead giving him an official greaser look. My fingers trembled when I pushed open the car door. I didn’t know why I was nervous , there was no reason to be. I sighed and pushed my glasses higher up on my nose. I waited until Gerard joined my side to start walking towards the carnival. Naturally , I let him take the lead. I wasn’t made for these types of things , but he was. We approached the ticket booth and a young pretty girl was perched on the stool. The booth was striped with red and white , and the top in fancy inscriptions was “Welcome”. I cringed slightly at the title and the odor of meat gyros infiltrated my nostrils , making me gag slightly. When we stood infront of the booth the young girl leaned foward showing off her cleavage , eyeing Gerard.
“How could I help you two boys?” she kept eye contact with Gerard , not even sparing a glance at me. I shyed back letting Gerard have his space with the girl. But before I could step back he took a hold of my waist and pulled me to him. I gasped quietly and blushed furiously at the sudden contact. I chewed nervously at my thumb while he tucked me into his chest. I don’t know why I didn’t push him away , he was an asshole but I didn’t. I just stayed put , bathing in in his body heat and staring at my ratty converse. Eventually the girl sat back , shooting me a dirty glare.
“Im guessing two tickets?” she said with slight annoyance. Gerard chuckled , I blushed when the back of my head vibrated.
“Yes sweetheart , that’ll be two.” Once we got our tickets I pulled myself from his grip and situated my body three feet away from his.
“What was that for?” I shrieked , confused because she was a pretty girl. Confused why he didn’t just forget about me. Confused why he didn’t advance on her but advanced on me.
He laughed shortly “I wasn’t interested.” I glared at him , “So what am I now? Your chick repellant?” I scoffed before pulling at the strings of my sweater again. He just sighed and took my hand before heading to the biggest ferris wheel i’ve ever seen.
“No.” I deadpanned. “No , no , no ,no.” I rambled on practically chanting no , backing away from the wheel of death. “You said this would be fun , this does not include having fun Gerard.”
“C’mon i’ll keep you safe sugar.” He smirked and squeezed my hand.
“Yeah , will you really keep me safe when we are falling out of the air?” I wailed , sarcasm dripping from my words.
“Frankie baby , live a little.” he pulled me closer , while I pulled away. It was like we were playing Tug of War , except on my arm.
“I’ll definetly “live a little” when i’m falling to my death.” i sassed rolling my eyes , placing my free hand on my hip.
“I can’t believe you’re makin’ me do this Frankie , sugar but I have no choice.” he said stepping foward getting serious. “Wha-?” In a matter of seconds I was scooped and thrown over Gerard’s back. “Gerard put me down right now , This is not funny!” i screamed , wiggling around unable to slip from his grasp. “Gerard! Please no!” I wailed pulling on his jacket for leverge. “Put me down right now!” I screetched my voice raising a few octaves. As if on command he gently placed me down on the steel seat of the ferris wheel. After settling down he locked the bar down on us both and the seat lifted us into the air. “Gerard fuck you y-you fucking-” I squawked as he started to rock the seat slowly back and fourth. “Stop it Gerard!” I cried while lanching myself onto his lap without thinking. I hugged his neck and threaded my fingers into his hair. Almost instantly he wrapped his arms around me and pulled my body closer. “Gerard fucking stop you piece of shit!” i cried out again , my voice breaking for the second time.
“Relax, nothing is gunna happen sweetheart.” he mumbled into my neck. I shivered slightly and hugged him closer clinging onto him for dear life. “You’re not fair!” I exclaimed , this was my worst nightmare , being caught on a gigantic ferris wheel. With Gerard Way.
“Look , I stopped , we’re not gunna fall , take a peak around you Frankie.” he sighed , his breath hitting my over sensitive neck made goose bumping rise in mere seconds.
“Oh.” I breathed , nervously opening my eyes slowly. My eyes widened at the sight I was greeted with. The carnival lights glowed beautifully under the darkness. It was like an oasis of color. The lights illuminated everything , the colorful rides spinning and twirling. It was oddly peaceful , Gerard’s breathing with the carnival music. “See Frankie baby it isn’t so bad.” he purred gently , more goosebumps rose on my skin. “Yeah , yeah.” i breathed out again , still staring at the ground beneath us getting closer and closer. I sighed in relief when the bar popped up. I scrambled off of Gerard’s lap and waited patiently for him to join me. He smirked at me when he stood next to me.
“I should get you to go on more ferris wheels.” He chuckled , adjusting his jacket.
“and why is that?” I said lazily in response suddenly feeling tired.
“So you could sit on my lap more often.” My face heated and my eyes widened. Swiftly I slapped his arm , hoping it would hurt him. Which was unlikely. After that we wandered around the carnival. Of course Gerard wasn’t the gentleman and kept on spewing sexual jokes the whole time. But when we finally made it back to the car i was giggling about some dumb joke he said. I giggled about how stupid his face was. As soon as we started driving Gerards large hand came down on my thigh. His fingers buried themselves inbetween my tightly closed legs , i bit my lip refraining from saying anything.
“Your face is like really stupid and dumb and I hate you.” I laughed embarassingly loud after the untrue confession.
He laughed along with me fingers tightening on my leg. “Well , darlin’ its not as stupid as your face.” he laughed again as he rolled up my drive way. I giggled quietly and looked over to Gerard , who was already staring back. His pupils were slightly dialated and he leaned in slightly. I panicked , I was not ready to kiss him. Its not like I didn’t want to kiss him. It was the fact that I would have my first kiss with someone who play me in the end if I did. I was smart enough to realize that.
“Thanks for tonight.” I blurted out before blushing a deeper red and bolting out of the car into my house. I slammed the door closed behind me before sliding to the ground with my back to the door. I had finally cracked the code behind Gerard’s touches. I covered my eyes and let out a frustrated noise. It wasn’t science behind the dumb touches nor was it scientific theories. It was a stupid , dumb , unreasonable , horrible crush.

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