Frankie Baby

When my eyes cracked open , the first feeling was an intense sharp pain in my side. I gasped and squeaked , too groggy to formulate any coherant thoughts. “Gerard.” i cried , the intense pain shredding my side. Immediately he rushed to my side and shushed me , pecking my lips softly. “Hey , hey i know it hurts im sorry.” he cooed , stroking my hair. His voice was raspy and rough. “It hurts.” i cried shoving my face into the crook of his neck. “I know babe , I know.” he said quietly , kissing my hair. The pain stung and it felt as someone was driving hot needles into my side. Gerard cradled my head for a while , just soothing me. I had no idea how id gotten back to Gerard’s or why he was even with me at the moment. “Gerard what happened?” i said softly , my voice getting muffled by his neck. A small shiver shifted his body slightly. All he did in response was sigh and kiss my head again. “Jake , then I almost killed the kid.” He chuckled softly and gently placed my head back onto the pillows. I had finally gotten a good look at Gerard. His eyes were slightly bloodshot and rimmed red , I guess from crying. Multiple strands of dark greasy hair flopped on his forehead , he looked utterly debauched. My eyes wandered from his tired expression to his beat up and slightly swollen knuckles. He sloppily slid out of his jeans , then lazily tugged off his jacket and shirt. Very gently he crawled next to me in bed. Hesitantly , he wrapped me up in his arms , his nose brushing my neck. The pain in my side somewhat reduced to sharp stabs everytime I moved. Gerard held me as if I were glass , something strange for me , his hands barely skimming over my skin. We were warm , just bathing in eachother’s bodyheat. “Im sorry.” he croaked out after a minute of silence and touching. I pulled my eyebrows together. “why?” I whispered , taking a hold of his swollen hand caressing the dried and split knuckles. “Because..” he drifted off , his face going deeper into my neck. “Becaus I wasn’t there to protect you.” he said quietly , his voice wobbling , as he held a slightly tighter grip on me. “Gerard you dont need to be- he cut me off before I could finish my sentence. “Do you understand how painful it was to watch that happen to you?” he said again. I remained silent , his voice gripping me. “I couldn’t-” he sighed , cutting himself off. “I couldn’t stop myself when I was beatin’ that kid. I coulda killed him.” He said softly , his face was now fully pressed against my neck. “I’d do anything for you , i love you. so much.” he stated earnestly , gently kissing my neck. I sighed and started running my fingers through his greasy locks. "I love you too." It was weird to have someone constantly caring about you , like Gerard. He put everything he had into our relationship , and as did I. Whatever was his , it was somehow mine , and vice versa. A sudden wave of nausea flooded over me that caused my breath to hitch. As much as I didn’t want it , it was bound to happen at sometime. College. It was pretty obvious that I was going , but Gerard.. I couldn’t even bear the though about being away from him. I had been applying since the beginning of the year. “Gerard?” I said quietly. “Hm?” he hummed , continuously kissing my neck , his nose nuzzling my jaw.. “Wh-what about college?” After my sentence his body froze up, and the miserable silence of the room rang out. His eyelashes brushed against my neck. He sighed then continued giving me light feathery kissed down my neck , then to my collarbones. “We’ll deal with it when it gets here.” he sighed again and rested his cheek against my chest. I was just as miserable as he was , but I pushed the thought to the back of my head. I just wish we had more time.

Notes

im sorry , life's a kicker sometimes.
but heres a little update , im really sorry again.
Im going to find some more time to update
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ps: I was wondering if you guys would be interested in either a punkrock! Gerard (with piercings , tattoos ect) Frerard , obviously. Or a vampire oneshot I wrote.
comment if youd like either
until next time , little doves , stay strong
xxx