It had been a month since Gerard and I had been dating and we were practically attached by the hip. It was almost funny how star crossed we were. It was would be pathetic but I was enjoying it too much. Winter break was coming closer and closer with each day. I smiled at the thought of Gerard and I spending break together as I sidestepped a snowball that landed at me feet. I shivered and pulled my heavy sweater closer to my body. Thanks to Gerard’s aunt for the heavy sweater. Suddenly I felt someones glare practically burning through the back of my head. I slowly turned my head to see Sammy , her eyes squinted , pupils pouring venom. I just sighed and kept walking towards the parking lot where I would meet Gerard. I didn’t fully understand why she was constantly kept on giving me these looks. But ever since her eyes fell on Gerard and I's interocked fingers It was like she was out for my blood. I haden’t done anything to her. Hell, I’ve never spoken a word to her once in my life. I just shrugged off the stare and continued walking through the icy parking lot. I sighed and watched my breath come out as a cloud. The grass was covered in white snow , slightly dirty from the brown slush from the parking lot. Icicles hung off the trees like crystal spears. My skin was prickling from the cold , and my teeth were chattering comically. My face was frozen so I crinkled my nose to make sure nothing had frozen up. I also wriggled my fingers to make sure they were in contact with the rest of my body. I looked up again to see Gerard leaning against his car. He had to pull the top up due to snow. He wore dark jeans and his leather jacket with ‘my’ small pin on it. The small pin he had found was a small comic of Frankenstien. He wore the pin as a badge , he said it reminded him of me so he never took it off. He was smoking casually as if it were the summer. Gerard was a human heater , so I wasn’t surprised that he was okay like that. When I got to him I crashed into his arms , savoring his delicious body heat. Immediately he wrapped his arms around me , pulling me closer. I sighed , cuddling my face into his warm chest.
“Don’t you ever get cold?” my words were muffled by his shirt. He chuckled and kissed the top of my head. “Im not sure , it just doesn’t affect me , sugar.” I slipped my fingers under his jacket so my fingers were sandwiched between his shirt and jacket. His back was like a heating pad so i pressed my palms flat against his back in attempt to warm my frozen fingers. I pushed my cheek against his chest , listening to his heart beat.
“You’re so fucking warm.” i mumbled , my head lifting up and down slowly from his breathing. He laughed. I listened to the rumbling deep in his chest , I smiled at the funny sound. “And you look like Roudolf.” he retorted , laughing again. Gently picked up my chin to I was looking into his deep eyes. They were a dark brown , it made my heart melt to actually look into them. I sighed when his toasty lips pressed against my chilled ones. He slid one hand to my ass while keeping one firmly on my chin. I smiled and opened my mouth when his tongue slid across my bottom lip. I was still getting used to tongue kissing and Gerard’s touchyness even after a month. Gerard had a thing for random kisses and touches. He squeezed my ass , taking me by surprise. According to Gerard I had the cutest ass he’d ever seen , so he would always take advantage of it. I sqeaked when he started sucking on my tongue. A few wolf whistles rang through my ears , making me blush hard. When he released my tongue he placed a chaste kiss on my lips. His pupils were dialated when he opened his eyes. He smiled cheekily then squeezed my ass again. “I got the heater goin’ in the car just how ya like it.” he smiled kissing me again quickly. I laughed. “You know me so well.” I cooed , pulling myself away from him. He just laughed and opened the car door for me , allowing me to sit down. He shut the door and plopped down in the drivers side , starting up the engine. His hand resumed its place on my thigh , like it always is.
“How was class?” he said while speeding out of the lot. the car was actually exceedingly warm , just how I liked it.
“Oh it was great actually , none of my teachers are going to assign any work for break. So thats good.” I laughed quietly at how Gerard’s aunt knitted him this sweater , now I was wearing it. Eventually it became my favorite sweater since I usually stole his sweaters. I mainly took them because they were oversized and they smelled like him. He chuckled “Whats so funny?” he said stealing a glance at me. I laughed again. “Its just that I always steal your sweaters , even though your aunt knits them especially for you.” He just laughed and parked the car in his driveway. “Well if ya like em so much ill tell her to keep making me more.” I giggled and blushed at his wink. After school we normally went to Gerard’s house to attempt to do homework. His family was well aware that we were a thing. Once again the cold air made me shudder but before I knew it I was back into the warmth of Gerard’s home. I sighed and kicked off my shoes , placing them next to Gerard’s. I followed him up the stairs to his room and dumped my bookbag down before launching myself onto his huge bed. I heard a chuckle from behind me then felt the bed creak under another person’s pressure. I rolled onto my side to see Gerard inching closer to me. I giggled and crawled over to him. I pushed him onto his back before straddling his hips. “Hi.” I said laughing , looking down at him. His hands automatically went to my hips. His fingers massaging my waist through my jeans. “Hey.” he replied. I leaned foward and gingerly kissed his lips. He hummed in content when I moved my lips softly against his. My glasses always got in the way while we were kissing. “I love you.” he mumbled against my lips squeezing my hips. Those three small words made my whole word a hell of a different. It felt amazing to be in love with Gerard. He gave me affection and comfort , and thats all I really needed to be happy. “I love you too.” I whispered , reattaching our lips together. Eventually our kissing became more heated and passionate , fingers pulling off clothing. Gerard rolled us over and averted his kissing to my neck. “Frankie.” he breathed out. My chest was rising and falling rapidly from the lack of air. “Yeah?” I panted. “Do you trust me to continue from here?” he said , planting a kiss on my well known sensitive patch , causing me to moan quietly. His hair tickled my cheek , I blushed at the question. “W-what do you mean?” I shifted slightly. I felt him close his eyes tightly , and his brow furrow. He pulled away from my neck and looked down at me. Lust glazed his eyes , he sighed before answering. “Frank , I want you , I need you , I crave for you..” he whispered leaning down to kiss me chastely. “I want to make you mine fully..” his voice cracked slightly at the end. “So I need your permission to do so...I need you to trust me..” He trailed off , gazing into my eyes. Of course I wanted to have sex with Gerard. I was completely flustered. There was no doubt that i wanted to give up my virginity to him. I trusted Gerard fully but I was nervous. My heart was racing I thought it would burst out of my chest. “Yes , G-gerard. I-I want to give myself to you.” I stuttered out blushing. His eyes widened before his face broke out into the biggest smile. I thought it would crack his face in two. “I love you so much Frankie.” He said before kissing me with such a passion I wouldn’t be surprised if love in its purest form was dripping from in between our mouths. Never would I have ever thought I would be losing my virginity to Gerard Way.

Notes

okay so yeah. Frank and Gerard will be having sex. Not sure if I want it in Gerards pov or Franks.
Sorry , this was kind of a filler for the next chapter that will maybe be posted tomorrow!
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