
The Light Behind Your Eyes (Frerard vs Waycest)
At The Bottom Of Everything
Frank wasn't sure where exactly he stood with Gerard. He knew about everything that was happening with the Way brothers and he dealt with it as if Mikey was all but Gerard's close friend who was trying time get in his pants. Frank did, however, know that he was more than willing to climb into Gerard's lap to watch pointless TV and waste time smoking cigarette after cigarette in Frank's apartment. He lived alone, so they could relax without getting caught.
"Gee, you know I love you, right?" Frank murmured into the soft fabric of Gerard's fading Batman teeshirt.
Gerard stilled underneath Frank but took a deep breath and nodded. "I love you too, Frankie." He whispered, the cigarette slowly burning out between his teeth.
"No, like, I really love you." Frank confessed in a hushed voice. "I don't think Mikey's good for you..."
"Is it because he's my brother? I know it's wrong, But Frankie, he needs me and-"
"No, Gee," Frank shook his head and Gerard stopped. "It's not because of that." He frowned, looking up and meeting Gerard's sad eyes. "It's because I love you and I want you so bad." Frank confessed, two tears slipping out of his right eye. Gerard pouted, kissing the tears away and rocking Frank back and forth.
"I love you, Frankie, I do." Gerard whispered in the younger boy's ear. "I honestly don't know what I'm doing right now." Gerard confessed and Frank nodded.
"I just want you to be happy.." Frank whispered, lying through his teeth. He wanted Gerard to himself and he knew it was selfish but he couldn't help himself. He needed Gerard and he couldn't stop himself.
Mikey was filling his Geebear's head with garbage about him and Frank wanted to so desperately to tell Gerard they weren't true.
The sad part, though, was that they were true and he was the worst possible person for Gerard...
Notes
Ahh. An update!^^
@Jess_
Hehe...life goals achieved
3/29/15