I've gone completely mad

I laid still on the hard uncomfortable bed as the hours of the day ticked by. "You know Alice we could have been enjoying our day in wonderland today if the doctor hadn't made wonderland evil" Mikey said sighing as he walked over to me and pulled me up "it's not my fault he's toying with my mind I have no choice over this" I said standing up and walking over to him "hey turn that music up" Mikey yelled to one of the guards listening to the record player. The guard was a nice one so he did as he was asked, Mikey then took me by the hand and twirled me around as he began dancing along with me to the music. We laughed and giggled as we both moved to the bet of the music the guard even started to dance along with us out side of the sell. But we were all interred by a loud scream. " DONT YOU TOUCH HER SHES NOT DONE ANYTHING TO YOU TAKE ME INSTED PLEASE I BEG OF YOU" I recognized the sound of Gerard's screaming voice. The guards that were carrying him and frank back just threw them back into the sell where Mikey stood holding me tightly because he new who Gerard was talking about. Gerard quickly ran over and stood in front of me "please she's just a girl" Gerard said backing up so me and mikey were both in a corners so know one around could get to us "I'm sorry mr.way but doctor needs to test her. I knew what that meant it meant 3 hours of mental toucher and physical and sexual abuse by the doctor he used me as his own personal toy and took advantage of that time he had alone with me but I was no lounger afraid of him as he was now a bit sick with cancer and he was slowly dying so he had gotten slower so it wasn't as bad as before. "Gee let me go it's okay" I said blinking back tears as I looked at the man I had loved since I was 6. "I can't" he said "you have to" I replied wiggling out of Mikey's grasp and walking past Gerard. "Be carful alice he's gotten a bit better since last week" frank whispers to me as I walked out. I walked though the plan white halls with blood stains and dirt on it. We soon got to the tall black door, it opened as the guards pushed me in and shut the door. "Well well well little miss alice how's your little wonderland hmmm?" He asked with fake curiosity "it's fine" I said bitterly "well that's good now we can move on to other topics hemmmm shall we?" He ask walking over to me and dragging me to the table where he stripes me down and straps me to the table. "Now we have done this many times before so you know the drill no making noises or I will burn you" he said as he rammed his member into me causing me to scream "NO SCREAMING" he said yelling and taking the lighter and burning my Tummy as he continued to do so for an hour as I still screamed and cried the whole time. I was left with 50 more burns to add to my collection of them on my tummy. We headed back down to the sell where Gerard Mikey and frank waited right at the bars for me. As they pushed me through the door frank Gerard and Mikey walked up to me and took turns hugging me "I'm going to bed it's late now" I said climbing onto my bed I shared with Gerard. " we are too" mikey said as he climbed into bed with frank "night guys" frank said. "Night" we all responded. I laid there and cuddled up close to Gerard as he held me, me and him weren't together but I did have strong feelings for him but I knew he didn't. We just held each other for a sense of safety and comfort in this cold dangerous world.

Notes

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