Heaven Help Us

All i can remember that night was Gerard and I took some pills and did a lot of coke. I was the only one who knew how bad Gerard has gotten and me being an addicted didn't help. Frank knew i was depressed and did drugs out of anger and in “spite of life” i used to say. After a while Gerard got help and i was spiraling out of control. But i was very good at hiding it. But that day was different i messed up big. The last thing i can remember of that day was i did a lot of drugs more than usual and tried jumping off the balcony of the hotel we were staying in. I already passed out from the drugs to realized that Frank jumped for me for dear life.

“Izz wake up. Please wake up..” I slightly heard Franks voice but was to tired to respond. “Damnit what the fuck was Elizabeth thinking this is way too fucked up even for her.” Gerard said walking outside to take a drag from his cigarette. Frank i’m sorry i know you like Izzy, i hate that i also dragged her down into my drug obsessed fucked up.” Gerard Shut up i'm already fucking freaking out. She just tried to kill herself. I just can’t.” Frank got speechless and didn't know what else to say. Mikey pat him on the back just staying quiet because he knew Frank was already upset. I woke up a little more and had a horrible headache. Fuck i need help.I laughed. Frank looked at me with tears in his eyes. “Don’t fucking laugh you moron.” He said thumping my head a little. Hmm someones a little cranky. So where’s G. “He’s smoking right now, feeling sorry for himself for getting you into this shit.” Mikey said walking in with some coffee for frank. So whats the deal do i have to stay in this creepy place? “Yeah the doc said they had to pump yah. Fuck tard.” Frank said still pissd off. I knew he was gonna go off on me when we got back on the road. Luckily the band didn't have any gigs for a while. I’m gonna go back to bed nights. That was a month ago, things have gotten a lot better i'm clean, well from hardcore drugs.

Notes

This is my first Fan Fic ever, i know there might be some typos. But please give feed back please i would love to hear everyone's thoughts and opinions. So message me anytime :)

-Xoxo, Izz