Frank's POV

After we had all said our hellos the bell rang and I started walking to class with Gerard and (Thankfully) Ray. Gerard didn't seem to hate me as much when Ray or Mikey were around. we all had first period together. I walked into the Science room. Ahh, Science. smells like chemicals and bad grades. Ray and Mikey sat in the back by Gerard while I sat on the other side of Ray. I was tempted to sit on the other side of the classroom but all the desk were taken up. I slouched in my seat waiting for our teacher to show up.
Science- w/ Ray, Gerard, And Mikey
Math- w/ Mikey
Art- w/ Gerard and Mikey
Social Studies- w/ Ray
Lunch
That was how it had gone so far. Ray and I were sitting a lunch table. Ray was waiting for Gerard (Mikey had lunch at a different period.) while I acted like I was also. When Gerard finally got there Ray greeted him while I muttered a hey and went back to scrolling threw my gallery on my phone. When I looked back up it was only Gerard sitting at the table.
"Where Ray go?"
Gerard responded quickly and hurtfully "He went to get some food. Like normal people at lunch."
I knew he was making fun of my previous anorexia.
I was anorexic awhile ago but my mom found out and got me help. I was proud of myself for overcoming it but Gerard
wouldn't seem to let it go.
"Shut up Gerard." At first, I thought it was someone else who had said it, but, I looked around and didn't see anyone. I soon realized I had said it. I didn't stand up for myself because I didn't want to start a fight. Gerard looked almost as surprised as me.
"Or what? you gonna shove your fingers down my throat?"
I felt hot tears prick my eyes. I didn't want to cry in front of everyone so I quickly ran-walked to the bathroom. I quickly locked myself in the stall farthest away from the door. I sat down and felt the warm liquid fall down my cheeks. I hated it when I cried. It was like every tear drop held an emotion. and when I cried all those emotions bundled into one and I was vulnerable. I hated being vulnerable. I tried to calm myself down but it didn't quite work because when the bell rang I was still crying. and no way I was going out there with red eyes and a tear stained face. just great, I'm missing my first day. after a little bit I heard the door open and close. "Frank?" I heard someone say. and not just someone. the famous, Gerard Way. I mentally cursed and held my breath hoping if I were quiet he'd think I wasn't here. sadly her checked the first stall, then the second, and the on the one I was in. well, he pushed it, it didn't open. "Frank? is that you?" I tried to stay quiet but it really wasn't any use so I tried to say "Go away." but thanks to my crying it sounded like"Eat some hay." eh, either worked. "Open the door." Gerard said. I didn't respond. I heard a weird jingle thing and soon the door flew open. Gerard was holding a pair of keys. man they need better security here. I put my head in my hands so he couldn't see me crying. "C-can you stop crying?" "Why do you care?" I shot back, surprisingly translatable. "Ray made me come apologize." Gerard explained. I knew he'd never be nice to someone like me willingly. I stood up and said "I don't care." walking out of the bathroom. whether he took it as a 'I don't care about your apology let's move on' I don't care or a 'You can go fuck yourself' I don't care I did not care in the slightest. I quickly walked to the other bathroom, washed my face, and went to music with a reasonable excuse.

Notes

Hi the people that are reading this!! I wrote this chapter at like 4:00 AM last night so if there are any mistakes please let me know.

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