You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Frank's POV*

I pulled away from the group hug first. I couldn’t bare being that close to him without kissing him. I could feel the old feelings surfacing from before. And I didn’t know what to do, I’m so fucking confused. I took a step toward the sleeping area and paused.

“I’m glad you’re okay,” I mumbled, I could feel tears forming but wiped them away and walked into the bunk area and over to my bunk. I sat down and closed the curtain. I scooted all the way to the back corner of my bunk and pulled my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them. I could feel the tears from before form again. I let them fall this time. When Gerard hadn’t come back for hours, he had me worried sick. And then when he came back with those bruises…I just wanted to punch the living shit out of the person who did that to him.

I felt the tears fall down my cheek and land on my knee; I saw the light reflected off them. It reminded me of the time during The Black Parade tour when Gerard would break down crying and I would hold him and watch the light reflect off them. Just thinking about that made me cry harder. I was full out sobbing now.

I blindly reached under my mattress for a photo album; I opened it up and looked inside. There were pictures of Gerard and I. From performing our first sold out show for Bullets, to shooting the I’m Not Okay video from Revenge and Gerard kissing me on stage during The Black Parade tour. And my favorite picture, Gerard and I sleeping in the same bunk with me wrapped in his arms and snuggled against him. Each of us had a happy smile on our faces and our hands were laced together.

When I saw that, I just started to cry harder. I watched as the tears landed on the picture and spread out. I curled up in a ball and felt the album fall to the side.

“I’m so sorry Gerard,” I sobbed. “I still love you.” I cried into my pillow and let all my confusion and sorrow out.

I was almost out of tears, when I heard someone softly open my curtain.

“Go away,” I choked out. I looked at them with my blurry vision. I could just see a blob of red, I knew who it was just from that.

“No,” the blob whispered. “I’m not leaving you, not like this.” I felt the bed dip lower and the curtain close again. Gerard crawled up next to me and pulled me into his arms. I resisted at first but finally gave up when he wasn’t letting me go.

I put my head on his chest like old times and just continued crying. “Gerard I’m sorry…so so sorry.”

I cried until I ran out of tears and grew tired. I closed my eyes and fell asleep like that. I fell asleep in Gerard’s arms.

Notes

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