You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Frank's POV*

I watched Gerard sleep and smiled softly. He looked so cute with his mouth opening slightly and breathing slowly. His hair was messy and all over my chest. I gently ran my hands through the strands and moved down so i was more comfortable. I gently moved Gerard's head to my stomach so he too would be more comfortable.

I can't believe that I more or less got my boyfriend back. On top of that he agreed to getting professional help too. That made me so happy, maybe now our relationship will actually last. I certainly hopped so. I finally came to the conclusion that I truly did love him.

I watched him sleep and absentmindedly played with his hair staring blankly at the wall, I could feel myself slowly drifting off to sleep.

~A FEW HOURS LATER~

I felt a wet substance on my face in my sleep. I must say, if you've never woke up to something wet, it is quiet the experience . I made a face and rolled away from whoever the offender was. I felt a warm hand on my arm and a soft adn quiet voice speak to me.
"Be careful Frankie," he whispered. "Don't want you to fall out of bed and end up here with me."
"Fuck off Gerard, I'm sleeping." i grumbled pushing his hand away.
He chuckled softly. "Good morning to you too Frankie." I felt someone gently run their fingers through my hair. I leaned into it and relaxed and finally opened my eyes. I looked up at a still pale Gerard and smiled softly.
"My, don't you look dashing." I said grinning Cheekily. He just rolled his eyes at me and laughed. I smiled at him adn leaned over and kissed back. He kissed me back, but I pulled away becasue him and I had a few things to discuss first. He pouted at me and i gently touched his lips. "I know but you and I have a few things to talk about."
He made aface at me but nodded for me to go.
"Thank you. First is, we need to get you to see a therapist. You could go back to your old one?"
He paused. "Um...no I actually can not." Before I could ask why not, he barreled on. "I er ugh told her that I was never coming back."
I shook my head, of course Gerard. Of course you did. "So obviously that won't work. Why not go to option two. Rehab."
He let out a sigh. "I don't want to, I really don't."
"I know Gee, but it might be your only option. You need to get better, and if Mikey, Ray, and I can't help you, then maybe a professional can help you. It's better than nothing."
I could see him hesitating and opened his mouth to say something then shut it.
"Gerard please...or else I'll bring MIkey in or even the pyschologist. You and I both know she'll say the same thing. Rehab. So either hear it from me or her. And decide either in front of me or her. So in reality, you have no choice. Hell Mikey could even sign off on it already saying that you were unable to make the desicion."
He let out a defeated sigh. I knew I had him. No one can fight Master Iero.
He slowly nodded, "Fine. I'll do it. I'll go to rehab to make you happy."
I nodded adn got out of bed, I needed to tell the guy what our plan was. We were going to have to cancel our tour. One thought did cross my mind as I was walking out of the room, what if he was lying? What if he was playing us into thinking that he was going to get help?
I shook my head, Gerard wouldn't do that to us. I jsut know it.

Notes

I am so so so so sorry. In complete honestly, i totally forgot about this. I really did and i feel so bad. But in good news i got a new laptop today lmfao so that's fun.

I'm sorry that this is so short, but better have something up there than nothing right?

I hope some of you had an amazing Christmas <3

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~IdiotDeathJoy

(ps i went to a military burial today and oml it was so sad. When they played taps it almost had me in tears.)