You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Frank’s POV*

I stood to the side as the nurse checked over Gerard. I chewed on my lip and wringed my hands. The nurse turned to me and said that Gerard would need some more rest and that him waking up was an amazing sign and that he should be just fine. I nodded in response and walked out of his room, I needed to clear my head. I walked around the hospital and finally stopped at where the newborns were placed and just stood at the glass and quietly watched them. It was odd how only two floors above my ‘friend’ was fighting for his life, but a couple had just let an innocent life into the world. You could call it the circle of life. A father came up next to me and smiled at a little bundle of joy who was wrapped in a blue blanket with a name tag on the front of his thing (A/N I don’t know what they’re called haha) saying that his name is James. The father looked to me and smiled.

“Which one is yours?”

I didn’t think telling him none were and I was just watching them would go over well so I pointed to a random one whose name was Hannah. I gave him a fake smile. “That one.”

He nodded and turned to look at me. “This is our first child. I’m scared,” he laughed lightly but I could tell that he was scared shitless. I smiled encouragingly at him and patted his shoulder.

“Don’t worry about it,” I told him. “I’m sure you’ll be a great father.” He smiled at me and nodded.

“I had better get back to my wife,” He laughed lightly.” She gets cranky when I’ve been away for awhile and she’s in pain.” He smiled and held his hand out. “The names Dylan.”

I took his hand and shook it, “Mikey.” He smiled again and turned around and head back to his room. I turned back to the glass and blinked. Hannah the child I had claimed as me was staring at me with a knowing look. I blink confused and slowly backed out and ran back to Gerard’s room. I stopped before the door when I noticed that it was half open. When I left, I had closed it all the way. Someone else was in there. I was about to open it when I heard someone say my name.

“…Frank kept wondering why we kept trying with you..” I could tell it was Mikey, but who was he talking to?

“W-what do you mean?” I head a weak voice ask, but even though it was weak I knew whose it was. It made my blood freeze and the breath catch in my throat.

“He kept saying how it was useless staying with here the whole time, how you were just going to keep on trying to kill yourself.” Mikey kept opening his big mouth and spewing shit that well…was true.

I didn’t have time to hear Gerard’s answer because I turned away from the door and walked out of the hospital and into the hot Arizona air.

Notes

So sorry for my late reply! but here's a new chapter :)

while i was away i
1) got my braces off
2) saw Fall Out Boy for the second time
3) my mom bought me tickets for Green Day in August <3

~IdiotDeathJoy