You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Frank's POV*

“Shut up Ray!” I snapped at him. Ray raised his arms up and leaned back in surrender. “He’s going to come back…he has too.” I said the last part quietly, more trying to reassure myself then everyone else in that room. I think the guys knew that because they stopped bothering me after that. I sighed and stared at Gerard’s pale body and grabbed his hand and brought it to my lips kissing his hand then rubbing my face on his hand. I needed him back. I needed my baby. I looked away dropping his hand and stared at the floor. I suddenly looked up and got angry.

“Why the fuck are we even trying anymore?” I grumbled angrily. Mikey looked up shocked.

“What?” He asked confused.

“With Gerard! All we do is wait in the hospital with him because he’s always trying to kill himself. What’s the point anymore? As soon as he’s out he’s gonna try and again and again until he succeeds.” I didn’t know what was going on, I didn’t why I kept saying those. And most of all, I didn’t know why Mikey’s hand was fisted into my shirt and dragging me out of the room. Or why he had such a murderous look on his face. He slammed me into the wall.

“The reason we fucking bother is because my fucking BROTHER is almost in coma because of YOU!” He slammed me hard into the wall and I stared at him wide eyed. “YOU’RE the reason we’re here. If it wasn’t for you and how you fucking can’t admit how you FUCKING feel about him then my god damn brother wouldn’t be close to death.” He pushed me away from him. I stumbled into a chair and watched as he walked back into Gee’s room and slammed the door shut. My only thought was, what the hell just happened?

Notes

So sorry...but i had finals this week...(i failed my math final...) im really sorry for the delay updates from me. But since i don't have school until August i should update more.

keep on commenting. love you all. I'm half asleep...sorry if this chapter doens't make any sense...i'm so tired.
~IdiotDeathJoy