You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Gerard's POV*

It hurt!.. I didn't think it would hurt this much.. you know!- DEATH!
I'd DEFINITELY taken enough pills to do the job.. so I MUST be dead.. Right?
Every inch of me felt on fire.. Oh SHIT!!.. Am I in Hell?.. Is that what this is?.. Pain and darkness and silence?.. Is this Hell?
If it is.. Am I here because I took my own life?.. That's like a sin or something.. Right?
But surely it's MY life to take.. Surely I shouldn't be punished for not wanting to live another day?..
FUCK!.. My guts hurt!
If this is Hell, then where's the Devil?.. Shouldn't he be around here somewhere?
But have I really been bad enough to be cast into the flames?.. I would've thought limbo would be where I'd end up!.. An eternity of nothing, to consider my sins.. But no!.. Apparently I HAVE been that bad!
I try to move, turn my head, anything!.. but I can't!
It feels like I'm tied down.. Is the Devil going to come torture me now?.. That would be pretty fucked up!
Why did I do it anyway?.. My mind's kind of a blank on that particular subject.
Were things REALLY that bad?.. Was there no other way out?
Oh God!.. Mikey!.. What must he think of me now?.. His screw-up of a brother, who ruined everything he touched.. Except for Frankie!.. You can't ruin someone who doesn't give a shit about you!
Frankie!.. He left me!.. I remember now!.. That's why I...
Well.. I guess my reasons mean very little now.. I AM dead, after all!!...

*Mikey's POV*

He tried it again.. I actually can't stand to look at him right now!
My own brother!.. and I can't bare to be in the room with him!
I sat next to Frankie's bedside, waiting for him to wake up. Ray's gone for coffee, so he'll be a while, cos the coffee in this place tastes like its been digested once already.. He's going to the Starbucks across the road!
They had to sedate Frankie just to get him out of Gee's room.. He'll be pissed when he wakes up!.. But then, so will Gee!...
IF he wakes up, that is!...

Notes

Hi there chipmunks.. GeesCLUELESSgirl here again..

Hope you're all ok?.. And still reading this?..

We are still here!!.. We still exist!.. The aliens didn't take us yet!..

Please comment, stay safe, and peace out babies!
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