You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Gerard's POV*

I told him I love him, and he ran away!.. I opened my heart, and he left me!.. That's it!.. I'm done!.. I can't do this any more!.. I'm out!
Next chance I get.. I'm gone!.. He CLEARLY doesn't want me around, and I don't want to be alive if I can't be with him.
I wonder how many floors this place has?.. Would the roof be high enough a jump to kill me?.. Or maybe I could find a scalpel.. Cut my own throat so there's no chance of them saving me?
I blinked as heavy tears, clinging to my lashes, fell onto the front of the stupid purple hospital gown that they'd put me in.
I wish they hadn't found me in the desert!.. I don't even know why they bothered!.. They would all be better off without me!
I looked down at my arms, there was an IV in the left one. Whimpering slightly, I ripped it out. A small river of blood trickled down my arm.
I looked at the tiny needle in my hand. It was sharp, but not big enough to do what I wanted to. I dropped it, then removed the little breathing tube from my nose. It made me cough.
I swung my legs off of the side of the bed, and decided to explore the little bedside cabinet. There were three drawers. The bottom one held all my clothes.. Good to know! The middle one contained a folder with all my medical notes inside. And the top one?... BINGO!!.. Drugs!.. All the pills that I'd been prescribed. Sleeping pills and pain killers!
Looking toward the door, I took a shuddery breath, then picked up the first bottle. Rattling it, I knew there was MORE than enough inside to do the job. I opened the bottle and tipped a few onto my palm "Goodbye Frankie love" I murmured, and swallowed down the first handful of pills, dry...

Notes

Hi there chipmunks.. GeesCLUELESSgirl here!..

Happy Egg Day to you all!.. I wish you all- lots of chocolatey goodness!! :)

Sorry I keep hurting poor Gee.. I think I have some issues!! Lol

Please comment, stay safe, and peace out babies!
<3