You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Mikey's POV*

I can't lose him. I need my big brother. Why can't he see how much he's hurting ALL of us?
I'm sat in the corridor outside his room as the doctor's in with him now, running some test or other. Ray is sitting to my left, and Frank's.. Wait!.. Where IS Frank?.. He was pacing the hallway a minute ago, where'd he go? "Ray?.. Did you see where Frank went?.." Ray shook his head, his curls bouncing around his tired face ".. I'm gonna go look for him. Call me when we can go back in"
Ray said he'd call, then I stood up and wandered down the hallway.
There was a little restaurant on this floor, maybe Frank went for coffee?
I pushed through the door and looked around for our short friend. There were a dozen or so people in there, but no Frank. I went and got myself a coffee to take away, then headed back out, (after signing a couple autographs for two teenagers girls wearing Pierce The Veil t-shirts) to search for our missing guitarist. Why does everyone keep wandering off?
The coffee was about as disgusting as I'd expected it to be.. Maybe Frank got some and is now puking his guts up in the toilets?.. It's possible!!
Walking around a corner, I nearly collide with a nurse coming the other way "Oh my.. I'm sorry.." She said, brushing a little coffee from the front of her uniform ".. I'm SUCH a klutz today"
"That's ok.." I laughed ".. You might be able to help me actually.." She smiled and nodded for me to carry on ".. I'm looking for my friend. He's about this tall.." I hold my hand up to just above my chin ".. Shoulder length dark hair, and lots of tattoos.. Have you seen him?"
The nurse, Milly, according to her name badge, grinned up at me "Actually, yes I have!.. He asked me for directions to the Chapel"
I raised my eyebrows. Frank had shied away from the church for a long time now, not believing that God exists, or, as HE puts it.. "If God is real, I think he must take a LOT of long lunches!"
Milly pointed me in the direction of the Chapel, and I thanked her and headed that way.
When I found the right place, I saw a pair of proper wooden doors with small, stained glass windows in them. Pushing through, I instantly saw who I was looking for.
On his knees, head bowed, Frank was praying.
I sat down at the back, not wanting to disturb his moment. After a few minutes, I realised that I could hear crying.
Standing up, I moved to the front and sat on the bench to his left "Frank?.." He gasped and turned wet eyes my way ".. Come here" I held out my arms, and a moment later, he collapsed into them, tears soaking my shirt, as his little body shook against me.
"I can't lose him, M.. Mikes.. I L..LOVE him!"
"I know you do Frankie.. I know you do!"
I held him and rocked him as we both cried. I don't know how long we were there, only that it was dark outside by the time Ray called to say we could go see Gerard..

Notes

Hi there chipmunks.. GeesCLUELESSgirl here again..

No excuse for me ignoring this fic, you can pelt me with rotten fruit if you like.. but I'm back now.

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