You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Gerard's POV*

Frankie?.. I can hear you Frankie!.. Why can't you hear me?.. Why can't I move?.. Where am I?.. I'm scared Frankie!.. I don't understand!.. Frankie?.. "..What made you start drinking again? Was it because of me?.."
Oh Frankie.. I'm a fuck-up!.. Always HAVE been.. It wasn't you.. Not really.. I.. It was being WITHOUT you.. But it's not your fault.. Please don't blame yourself..
"..I know I was such a dick to you but I didn’t mean to make you start..“
You didn't Frankie.. You didn't.. Well, maybe you DID a bit.. but you did the right thing.. I think..if you'd stayed with me, I would've just dragged you down too.. Oh, and yeah!.. You WERE a dick!..
“Shit look at me. I’m supposed to be the always happy and short rhythm guitarist but look at me. I’m crying..”
No!.. Please don't cry Frankie.. Please?.. I'm not worth your tears.. You SHOULD have left me behind.. You SHOULD have let me die!..
"Everyone has their bad days..”
We seem to have more than most.. I'm so sorry Frankie.. I've ruined everything.. Well.. No more!.. When I wake up.. I'm gonna do it right..
“Well I don’t really have anything else to say. I mean other than I hope you wake up soon and just.”
Just what, Frankie?.. You can't finish a sentence with- and just.. Whatever.. When I wake up.. I'm gonna put all my mistakes right.. And THIS time, I'm not gonna just wander out into the fucking desert.. This time I'm gonna kill myself properly.. Like I should have done a long time ago..

Everything kinda got hazy and weird then, and Frankie's sweet voice faded from his mind..

Notes

Hi there chipmunks.. GeesCLUELESSgirl here..

Sorry it's short, but what can ya do?.. Gee's unconscious, so it's hard for his POV..

Please comment, stay safe, and peace out!
<3