You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Frank’s POV*

I turned away from door and looked over at Gerard. He had wires coming out of him and what looked like water being pumped into him. I don’t know how he’ll react to them being in there considering they’re needles and he’ll have to get them removed at some point. I sat down on the chair that was next to Gerard’s bed. I took his limp hand in mine and rubbed my thumb around on circles on the back of it.

“Well look at this…this brings back some memories huh?” I chuckle weakly and look around the plain and sterile room. I sighed softly and looked back at Gerard. He hadn’t moved from the last time I looked at him. Okay that was like 2 minutes ago but he could have. You never know. I sigh softly and stare at the tattoos on my fingers.

“What made you do it? What made you go and run away from us? What made you start drinking again? Was it because of me? I know I was such a dick to you but I didn’t mean to make you start-“ at this point my voice cracked and I felt tears trickle down my face. “Shit look at me. I’m supposed to be the always happy and short rhythm guitarist but look at me. I’m crying.” I sniff and wipe my eyes and mutters, “even everyone has their bad days.”

I put my feet up on his bed and stared at the ceiling. “Well I don’t really have anything else to say. I mean other than I hope you wake up soon and just.” I wave my hand around even though I know he can’t see it. I decided to pass some time and browse through twitter and answer a few of the questions some of the fans asked. I then smiled when they tweeted about me replying to them. Ah did I love making fans happy.

The door swung open and the doctor from before came in with that stern look on his face. He glanced up at me from his ever present clipboard.

“You’re not supposed to be in here.” He said simply.

I blinked looking up at him. “Excuse me?”

“You’re not family to Gerard Way.”

“Um but his brother let me in here.” I replied confused.

“It doesn’t matter, only family can be here at the moment.” He walked over to Gerard and started to exam him and checks all his vitals. I watched not saying a word. I wasn’t planning on leaving when he left. He stood up after writing stuff down on the clipboard at the end of Gerard’s bed. He walked out not even glancing or talking to me. I took that as a good sign and stayed in the room.

I sighed once again and looked at Gerard. “Please wake up soon Gee, I just want to get out of here and on our way.”

Notes

So i have a quick question? Do you guys actually like my chapters? I only get one or two comments. Cause i feel like you don't and i dunno. OH god i probably sound like a bitch. I'm sorry.

So sorry it was a filler and probably sucked

(my computer decided to shut down and i was half way finished writing this chapter and usually it saves it but NO not this time so i had to rewrite it. Ugh)

~IdiotDeathJoy