You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Frank’s POV*
I stared at all the paparazzis outside the hospital then back at Mikey and Gerard. I sighed, might as well get this over and done with.

“Ray and Ronnie you go in the front to try and block the view from them okay?” Ray and Ronnie nodded and walked out of the bus with Mikey following carrying Gerard. I walked after them. I could hear the paparazzis yell questions at us and shoves microphones in our faces. None of us answered, we just walked right on past them. I see the flashes of the lights from the cameras go off and knew within 24 hours that an article about our “mystery visit to the hospital” would be all over the internet and maybe on magazines.

We finally got into the hospital without any misshape. Okay I tripped and almost got swallowed up by the papparozzis but Mikey dragged me on. Ronnie went up to the desk and talked to the nurse there while motioning to Gerard couple of times. I was sitting in a chair while kicking my legs out and staring at the floor. A doctor came through with a gurney and took Gerard from Mikey and rushed him back into the doors that are only for the doctors and nurses. I watched him leave with a frown. He didn’t look good. Mikey sat down next to me and lightly touched my arm.

“Frank,”

I looked up at him. “Yeah?”

“He’s going to be okay yknow.” Mikey said softly looking back at me. I shrugged and looked away. “He WILL Frank, this is Gerard we’re talking about. He’s literally immortal.” (A/N We could be imoooooortals! Anyone anyone? No, okay)

I slowly nodded and chewed my thumb and the muttered. “Mikey was it something I did that made him like this?”

Mikey said and ran a hand through his hair. “Honestly Frank, that is something no one can answer but Gerard himself.” I nodded and stood up.

“I’m getting coffee, you want any?” He shook his head. I nodded again and went to the cafeteria to get some coffee. I got my cup and took a sip sitting down at a table by myself. Coffee always reminded me of Gerard, with his obsession of it and how he couldn’t start his day without it. I looked at it and slowly swirled the liquid around. I looked around trying to see what kind of people were here. You could see the nurses and doctors laughing with each other while eating lunch. The new parents holding their new baby with the upmost care and love in their eyes. The parents holding each other and crying. The ones with the very sad looks on their face looking at pictures of people. But then you just had the ones that were cold and emotionless. I didn’t know what category I belonged in but I’m guessing it would be the last group.

I finished the rest of my coffee and stood up throwing the cup out and walking back to Mikey and co. Just as I sat down a doctor came out with a clipboard and looking through it.

“Family of Gerard Way?” He said looking up and around. Mikey, Ray, Ronnie, and I stood up. The doctor looked at us weird. “Alright, so Gerard is suffering from heat stroke, dehydration, and,” He looked through the clipboard more. “It appears he also has an unusual amount of alcohol in his system which might have been part of the dehydration and staying out in the hot desert for over 6 hours. Now only one family and friend is allowed back at once. So who will it be.”

Everyone immediately looked to me, I looked around and turned to Mikey. “That okay with you?”

He nodded smiling and I bit my lip following the doctor to where Gerard is. “He is in room 41 in the ICU, he’s still unconscious and is attached to a drip.” We stopped outside his room and he left. I stared at the mahogany wood of his door.

I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door walking into his room and shutting the door.

Notes

I swear i'm still writing. My birthday was on Wednesday. Im now 15 woo! -throws confetti- BUT I GOT FALL OUT BOY TICKETS. I'M SEEING FALL OUT BOY AGAIN! IM SO EXCITED!

once again sorry for the long delay
~IdiotDeathJoy