You only hear the music when your heart begins to break

*Frank's POV*


"MIKEY NO!" I heard Ray shout. I was staring at Gerard. I wanted him to wake up. Why wasn’t he waking up? I never saw Mikey come towards me, didn’t really pay attention to the shout Ray gave him. I finally snapped out of my thoughts when I felt someone tucking on the back of my shirt and yanking me away from Gerard.

He threw me into the buck across and my back slammed into it, I let out a groan and tried to stand up but Mikey kicked me back down. I looked up to him scared. The calmest out of everyone, was also one of the deadliest. And he was staring down at me with that cold hard look he always wore and girls went crazy over. But there was something different in this look. Something much more deadly. He kneeled down until he was my level and whispered.

“It’s your entire fault…all of this…” He motioned to Gerard. “If you didn’t get into him and break up with him then this wouldn’t have happened.” He stood up and kicked me in the chest. I let out a grunt and moved my arm down. I thought I felt one crack, but I could be wrong. I watched him then weakly stood up.

“Mikey, you don’t understand I still love-“ he spun around with an evil glare.

“OF COURSE I DON’T FUCKING UNDERSTAND FRAN! I DON’T FUCKING UDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN BREAK SOMEONES HEART THEN TURN AROUND AND SAY YOU LOVE THEM AGAIN!” He picked me up again and slammed me into the wall. My feet were dangling in the air and I was having trouble breathing. I saw Ray come over and put his hand on Mikey’s shoulder.

“MIkey, stop. He can’t breath.” Mikey shrugged his shoulder off and growled.

“I will not fucking stop. Do you know how many times I had to stop him from killing himself? No? It was 5. 5 fucking times I had to stop him. All. Because. Of. You.” He slammed me into the wall with each word, my back was killing me and I knew in the morning there would be a shining new bruise. But he did realize his holdl on my throat. “DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE TO DO THAT? HE’S SUPPOSED OT BE STRONG. HE’S THE OLDER BROTHER! IT FUCKING SCARED ME!” I could see the tears in Mikey’s eyes and that’s when it finally hit me.

All of this is my fault.

“Mikey…I-I’m sorry…I had no idea.” Apparently that was the worst thing to say because he got real close to my face and growled.

“You’re sorry huh? You wouldn’t be if you didn’t think about yourself for once and think about Gerard and what your actions are doing to him and the rest of this fucking band!” He slammed e into the wall again and punched me in the face. I felt my head slam back into the wall. But he didn’t stop there. He threw me into one of the tables and I felt it come loose and crash into the wall. I lied on the gorunddazed and looked up when he stood above me.

“Now it’s time to do something I’ve been wanting to do ever since I first found out what you did.” And with that he started to hit and punch me everywhere. I could feel blood dripping from my lip and my nose. I looked up as he raised his fist and clenched my eyes shut but I never felt it come. I cracked my eye open and saw Gerard standing there weakly holding Mikey’s fist. I could feel my vision start to go black but I blinked to clear it.

“Gerard you-“ Mikey started to say. But that was all I heard before I passed out and slumped against the broken table.

Notes

Hiya, im back too. In case anyone cares. I'm not a 100% myself yet...but i decided to write and distract myself.
Hope you enjoy :3

~IdiotDeathJoy